pinki pinki~~!!

oh...was feeling a lil stressed so i thought i ought to do a lil...lolx....gosh i've been hit by the pinki wave.....


my lil pinkish desktop!!!lolx...nice eh??oh...look i hav 50++dl rate on bitcomet...sumtin i dun get quite often.....

well...was watching the movie a walk to remember the day b4 yesterday.....yeah kinda outdate but i read the book already....so it was liek i already knew the story n how i'd end....lolx...so i was liek watching the show....n the moment they met(this 2 main cast) i started sheding tears oredi....aizz.....n as it goes on at wateva touching or sad moments lolx...i'll find tissues to damp my tears all over my thermo notes out in front of me!!but it's reallllllly.....sooooooo emotionally touching....lolx....really loved it.....n the songs r pretty nice too!!well...haha.....can't really link anytin 4 now coz my internet speed is being dominated by my bitcomet.....well mandy moore rocks!!!:P

well time to study already....LA next.....aizz.....can i keep myself going???gambate loh.....wif the help of Lord i wanna do the best 4 myself n 4 Him....dat i may not stain His glorious name...wahahaha......BM rocks 2day!!did quite well....wahahaha.....fruit of labour??u reap wat ya sow!!!

Try Mandy Moore's cry though u have already heard of it and You by Switchfoot too!!
as i watched naruto,they've got some cool artist which i found....halcali!!try listening to them too!!

Mandy Moore-Cry + Only Hope
Switchfoot-You
Halcali-Long Kiss Good Bye + Twinkle Star

finalz-ly!!

wahaha...just came back from the 1st paper 2day...BM....gosh....thank God it went well...haha supposedly to wake up at 5 am this morning to revise all the notes 1 shot but instead woke up at 715!!....aizz.....but lucky i reviewed dat which was imp....haha...i manage to do it....presumably well leh i guess...haha....despite having a bad waist sitting there the whole day...gosh i wonder when this waist of mine will be a ok.....it's killin me....well time to do LA thermo and circuits b4 having E1....goshy......no slacking now eh.....all the best to those takin E2 2moloz....

well is good 2day!!i hav 50++ kb dl rate in bitcomet!!wahaha....good news comes abundantly!!

Lord i pray u will make me well again....n a good waist!!!grant me wisdom and intelligence plus journey mercy!!thank You God!!

A thing in me.....

The clock shows at 7:23p.m. as i looked unto it.Dinner was over,thereafter where everyone sat along the living room watching television.While doing the dishes,i pondered out to the window where the remaining raindrops fulfills their last task of the soon to end day.As the silent rhythm of raindrops filled the air,it was disrupted by an ominous laughter.Walking past the other residents of this home,despite the ever-noisy environment,a silent and empty feeling stirs deep within me.Almost as if,my very own existence have but no meaning.

I took a stroll outside in the nearby streets,in hopes of relinquishing the feeling that has but numerously caused pain and suffering.With the clearing of the rain clouds,many stores are seen attracting customers on the once again bustling streets as people started to fill the streets.As i walked down along this street,fear gripped me harder with each step.My head ducks down as i noticed the gazes from the oncoming passer-by-s.Couples,families,or even group of friends.I was sure.It definitely only me,the only one,who's.......alone.I quickly evaded a crowd of people and exited into a less crowded or rather an empty and abandon street,as tears begin to roll down my cheeks.It felt.....as though i could die,just from this.As i stood in the street of nothingness,i cried and just cried.

Sitting on a little corner,i wondered,would anyone search for me if i were gone too long?Will there be someone who cared for me,and ask if i was doing well at all?As i recalled the happy families,the happy couples or the happy group of friends that passed me by,i can see happy faces and hear the laughter they have."It would've been fun,right?"i said to myself while forcing a faint smile on my tearful face.Perhaps,this place is where i should belong to.A lonesome place for a lonely person.Suddenly,i felt heavier drips dropping from my cheeks.Droplets of water came splattering down on the ground once more.Is the sky shedding its tears along with me?

I sat here not knowing how much time has passed.All there was,is a cloudy and dark night and a flickering lamppost.Shivering with cold,a sudden thought passed though my mind.A glimpse of the future this thought gave me,lifted me from the heavy suffering and pain i've felt,giving me a few seconds of what could be called 'joy'.My face lightened as i digest the thought deeper.Perhaps it was destiny that i was led to this place,for this thought to happen at this very place.A part of the brightly-lit moon can be seen now as the clouds slowly shifts,as though a ray of hope has shone down unto me.Then again,would i be able to make this decision unwaveringly?

Tanjobi omedeto!!!ni-juu ich sai(machigata)no sheryl-ba saan!!

Just minutes b4 it reaches 12:00am in Malaysia,but it has already touched past 12 am in aussy....2day(in a few minutes time) is sheryl's burfday!!she has approximately reached 2,107,102 million years by now if i'm not mistaken.....just wanna wish u a very blessed n happy burfday, your very ancient one..~~!!

how long hav i known u eh??i think possibly around 6-7 years already??well...haha i remember knowing u bunch of ppl beta from the the incident of the "cursed 4 whom touches dat chat book"....lolx...i was alwayz trying to steal a chance to read dat silly book becoz i'm such a 8 person(alwayz haven been)....ahahaha....but den at least i've a good fren liek u....yeah.....good fren....hmm...let me c....haha can't think of any dat makes u good but oh well!!i'm sure there's a lot!!:P



lolx....u're so gonna kill me 4 putting this pic....but wahahaha....i managed to keep this pic while u forcibly made me delete all the others....lolx!!i think it's about 2 years d....or 3??was when lyvia's farewell gathering....hahaha!!this pic fails not to make me joyful whenever i look at it!!:P

well....i dun really hav any present prepared 4 u.....so i'm sorry la...hehe....sinc eu're so far away pun..~~!!so i'll just list a few on a prayer list 4 u....:P

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PraYer LisT~BurfDaY WiSh

>Pray of course dat wateva wish u hav on ur burfday shall be made true 4 every bit dat is possible!!

>May u find joyful and tearful-happiness in ur curent relationship(n may i not be tipu lagi~~!!)plus successfulness thruout the present n to the future!!

>May u have good,utmost healthy health~~!!most important besides God...etc.having balanced diet,being non-anoxeric~~!!thankfully u hav yet to reach dat level but please be utterly concerned wif it~~!!

>May u find ur true goal in wat u wanna do in ur future career!!May God guide u and lead u and neva be afraid for failures is but a stepping stone to success!!!
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saigon ni wa,tada ippai no omedeto omedeto ni agemashou!!!hontou ni ureshii date kimi wa boku no o tomodachi desu!!!kyo wa o tanoshii mi de narimashou yo!!haha....gomen ne.....zenzen jyouzu de wa nai atashi no nihongo....haha.....warui n'da!!mou seichou n'da da na sheryl-chan.....mou kodomo wa nai....ima wa seijin darou ne!!!hahaha....odaiji kudasai ne...iro iro ni gambarimashou!!!wasurenai yoo konno tomodachi!!!tanjobi omedeto!!!

well pls click on the youtube to play ur happy burfday song!!!both of them!!!o tanoshii mini!!

SigNed,
HonTou no YuuJin(wahahaha)~~!!
ReY-SaMa desu kara!!:P

Corrine May-HaPPy BuRfDaY 2 U!!


Yui-HappY BuRfDaY 2 U!!

ObSeSSioN or PerFecTioNisM???

i've notice a thing or two about me all this while....i'm not much of a shopaholic or a fashion-able person....u wun c me in outrageously fashion-able clothes or following any current trend or sum sort.....in fact i'm a fashion idiot....lolx...i just wear wat i think dat matches.....

but!!i hav a thing 4 shoes...lolx....in fact i spent more on shoes den i do on clothes.....which brings me to the topic of this post!!i really love my shoes...n wouldn't think twice on buying any shoes dat i would deem beautiful or worthy in my eyes and even possibly 2 of a kind....



i really love shoes....or preferably....MY shoes!!lolx...n u know wat??i've not even wore this shoe 4 more den 10 times ever since i bought it on the year 2006.....i alwayz hav a feeling of buying 2 things of a kind....liek 2 of the same type of shoes.....as i can actually KEEP 1 of it while i can use the other....i really dunno y would i feel dat way....it's the same wif every other stuff...

luckily it oni happens on practical and 'affordable' items only....no way i could afford buying 2 psp!!or 2 cars.....or 2 hse??no!!i dun beliv dat i'm a white elephant....i put them to good use.....1 4 sight only....the other 4 use only...lolx!!c...they're of use...i'm liek wanting to hav dat item to be perfect while having the pleasure to use them as well without having to damage or dirty or aytin to happen to them.....am i wrong??or just plain silly and stupid??


i love my psp!!brought me lotsa fun time during my free time den having them wasted!!

another thing is food....sumtin i really.....really.........reallyyyy need to keep myself controlled from.....all this years of constant eating has really.....whenever i feel stressed or hav lotsa of things to think about.....i'd eat....eat......eat........and just eat.......despite not feeling hungry.....well...it's fine if it was back in those years....but.....now....i really dun feel young anymore....yeah i think i probably.....mebe...yeah surely has gotten....aizz.....fatter den my previous self......due to the lack of exercise as well....i've become a pig!!

i remember as each time i enter a supermarket or any convenient store i'd grab wateva seems favourable to me.....but now......i'd hav to think twice and tell myself thrice and hold myself 10 times from grabbing dat sinful temptation!!arghhh!!!!which reminds me....i finished a real big box of chocolates just in a week.....which......my bro brought back from langkawi......chocolates.....another sinfulllllll item!!

but they're just....just sooooooooo...............................mum mum!!!in fact half of my pay from each time i worked part'o'time....is spent on food...delicioussssss food....wahahahaha!!self control pls.....pls.......but eating only can drive me to sit down properly n study!!i think it's more of a habit already.....i can't sit still without food.....lolx...dat explains my extensive layer of.....aiz.....

i really need to study......i really hope i hav obsession in studying...at least i wouldn't need to push myself to study.....i hate myself.....well....time to push myself to study again....lolx....i oni finished typing out the assignment 4 the talk on thermo this morning....i'm really wasting lotsa time....work work work!!

for this post i wanna intro Casker-a one-person project that consists of Lee Juno [이준오] (programming, synths, samples, dsp) with Lee Yung Jin [이융진] (vocals) and Lee Jin Wook [이진욱] (acoustic and electric pianos)*credited over by soompi forums*

i really love the voice of Lee Yung Jin and their music is really soothing and refreshing....
p/s:there's 2 songs dat features casker's vocalist which is in Epik High-One & Epik High-Love Love Love....really worth to check it out...thx and hope ya enjoy!!


Top:The album cover(amazing!)Bottom:Casker 2-member(Lee Yung Jin & Lee Jin Wook)

Casker-Discoid(Live)


Epik High-Love Love Love

QuIz...

A lil sumtin i found on my fren's blog.....i kinda liek this sorta 'psychological' stuff....haha so i guessed i'd giv it a try...well c 4 urself if it's accurate a not~~!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

Intelligence Interval	Cognitive Designation
40 - 54	Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69	Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84	Below average
85 - 114	Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129	Above average
130 - 144	Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159	Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175	Extraordinary genius

sobz!

oh mi gosh!!!i almost couldn't enter.....coz the dumb thingy said my email does not exist when i log in n i kinda forgot which email i used...!!!!ish ish~!!!oh well...it's late so i beta finish this blog!!just came back from a long meeting 2day....liek 3 hours....lolx....n it was raining alllllll the way home.....was so afraid i couldn't c a brand new day....lolx....nono!!well just a lil sumtin dat happen 2day......

hmmm....so it was afta class.....n we went over to the food court to grab our tea time.....n blaaa blaa blaa.....so there was 4 of them when they started a discussion on this certain topic......n lolx....out of curiosity i joined them!!!guess wat....the topic's on relationship.....kinda sumtin dat's quite argumentative.....1 was so called seeking advices on a certain sumtin....while i was caringly trying to fill myself in.....as i listened i was much more able to understand the purpose of the discussion.....so he was givin out his opinions n all....n wat he needs....a cautious type of person...but yet tooooo cautious.....he's too worried about small things(ok not so small....but yes.....smallllllll) dat might actually let him lose sight of wat's gooooood......he said 'in the time when i was naive i did this n this' when we asked him to mention sum of his personal experience....n i was like....wat the???naive???he kept repeating dat...dude!!really none can be less naive den u were when any1 started....love is blind ain't it??so y stress on naivety??in fact love should be dat!!or is it??coz....y so serious???dun keep saying naive....wateva age we'll be just dat....perhaps oni when love is naive itself can it be closest to true love??perhaps??i dunno...lolx...well.....i'm thinking dat he's trying to find a perfect relationship in the way he speaks of it.....but in my opinion...relationships can be anytin but perfect!!just look at ourselves....n u can c many flaws already.....take a look at this blog....they're so mundane!!dat's a flaw....y being so cautious in everytin??i dun really understand dat...i mean i do get the meaning and purpose of dat....but....logically it's not really of any use rite??becoz....from observation,analysis,communication,feedback.....u can't c much....u can oni know a person deeper(and not even close to half....4 most i can say) when u step futher from the line of friendship......well...yes.....prevention from hurt is better den cure...but den again...how do we really know dat the result would be just hurt???not all relationship will end up liek dat....just becoz most do so we should think liek dat??sumtimes...i beliv it's just a guy being a guy and a gurl being a gurl is the real problems dat caused many problems in relationship....urmm....get wat i mean??just the difference between dat can already be so much of a problem....in fact....there's a 1001(times dat of a million) of factors can cause many different problems(people usually generalise them....but actually each problems are slighty-muchly different) in a relationship....sumtimes just a simple thing could even trigger an outbreak.....it really depends on both parties actually...attitudes...and many more.....there's much to be accounted for....tooooo many variables...oh gosh....i can't even start to mention....u'll hav to figure them out urself....even in attitudes alone there can be already 1001(times dat of a million) difference....dun mention character-wise...family background(history....yes they r a major factor too)....self-concious....lifestyle.....frens.....and u know wat....even the way 1 thinks of sumtin(how she/he thinks about dat particular thing) is already a variable.....so really...there's no DARN way of analysing anytin!!wat u could analyze and observe is soooo small dat it's become insignificant at times...unless....she/he has a major setback or flaws.....dat's...kinda obvious rite den??lolx....oh gosh!!

females.....a truly interesting subject....or subjects??haha....coz....each and every female is different from one another.....well at least guyz u can relate to each other wif a probability of similiarity close to 90%......therefore u can generalize men.....but 4 females!!huh!!!an evolving subject dat changes probably from the time period of 1 second to mebe....4eva??it's quite hard.....so dat's y...u can't even come close to knowing much of a gurl.....dun mention understanding....lolx...but there r ways too.....certain generalization or categorization.....it works 50% perhaps??haha....u know wat??i'm really sorry......i've gotta go sleep....i'm gonna revamp this post when i come back 2molo.....i think it's so dumb n not nice to read......forgive me.....

p/s:4 dat who knows who i speak of...pls offended do not be.....i will try to revamp into a beta-speech post.....gimme time....generally the idea is of such.....me forgive the blurness of thy words.....

frenz...??

just suddenly thought bout this...so just kinda gonna write a lil on this....had really been thinking over the years....ever since i was in primary skool.....frenz was sooo....frenz??lolx...the bunch i alwayz were wif...we had much fun....much 2getherness....but den it all seems so far away n forgotten.....if i were to meet wif them now....i'm not even sure if they'd actually remember me....n when i look at their current photo....they all seem so familiar to me yet...a stranger to me as well....best frenz when we were young.....but now....just a total stranger.....

secondary school wasn't pretty much dat good either.....well...due to the fact dat my school had only 100+ students from form 1-5...lolx....my tiny class of 24 were quite close....supposedly due to the many ppl......but instead there were pretty much 3 factions....the english,the chinese and the sowish....lolx....the english were alwayz 1 group n had the brains of the class in it while the chinese were not so interested much in studying at dat time and rather much play and the sowish group were alwayz to themselves consisting both wif brains n both wif playfulness too....i find myself in each of this group mixing as situation allows it to be....i was more partly of each.....but yet at the same time not wholely.....we had fun....wif each groups having their particular good stuff.....and they too came wif their particular bad stuff...lolx...summing this all up...i guess it dosen't matter how big or small a place is.....but rather the quality of the people in it....in fact i can say....i've gained a handful of good frenz....though it could easily be counted wif my 2 hands yet....those were precious friends i made.....though i find myself mixing better wif gurls n wif guyz....coz....guyz r pretty much boring while gurls are liek an ever-changing substance everyday...pretty much of my knowledge comes from this sorta observation...lolx...to be wat i am 2day....5 good 'gurl'-frenz and 2 good guy fren....more den good enuf 4 me.....4 1 such as me....

occasionally i'd share some time n sit round wif this frenz of mine during classes....mostly wif the gurls...n den we'd chat off bout lotsa things in the class den during breaks i'd hang off wif the guyz n play basketball......it's really fun thinking back bout those dayz....just chatting n toking...lolx...i think it's 1 of my interest....n den i'd listen to the gurls toking about practically everytin...n there was this once a 'nerd' had sumliek crush on this fren of mine...so we're all liek...lolx....'operation issac sumtin'....n dat guy would alwayz stalk and wait out 4 her to finish class.....n mebe....look at her???so we're just liek alwayz gathering around n thinking liek stuff to get rid of him...lolx...it was just funny leh...looking 4 wayz to help her get our of the school 'safely' as if he was a threat or wat...haha....this fren of mine's who's in the sowish group.....lolx....i constantly tried to get hold reading of 1 of the book in which they wrote stuff in it...being the curious me.....lolx...over the years i've tried 'gaining' their trust to enter this 'organization'....lolx i think dat's how i got close to this good fren of mine....the things they wrote...lolx....unimaginable....school life rocks....

and uni came....every1 set out to their own path....me n the 2 good guy frens of mine.....we constantly went out to yum cha every possible moment we could....lolx.....toking craps n all.....mostly by me...hahaha.....n i love mcd so much dat they needn't bother askin me to where shall we go yc.....coz i'll just say mcd....lolx....or projet where the mcd is.....lolx....well it's a good time.....and we would sumtimes just go up on a hill nearby n den watch the city at nite n just chat away.....life was good.....but i guess...things change as time goes by.....the once three lonesome musketeers has now become 2.....yc time gradually gone down......since he hasn't pretty much time anymore....coz he has a gf already.....so we oni met occasionally...during special or coincidental events...lolx...well it's good 4 him...lolx....and den just mebe half a year later or mebe a lil more...lolx....it became the lonely lonesome musketeer which is me!!coz the other too had a gf already....lolx...n i knew who it was...lolx!!though i caught hold of the news late.....n therefore....i guess the yc times we had was gone....haha....yeah missed it...but well....we hav to grow up.....though the 3 of us ain't too 2gether anymore...each wif his own life.....we do still contact n all....as both are in australia....so long distance relationship mebe??lolx....
as for the 5 gurls.....1 went over to new zealand.....we do maintain close touch in the beginning but yet again it gradually drops n now...it's....down to zero...haven heard from her 4 months.....n she n i were 'heng-tai-chi-mui'.....our once close relationship and everytin shared(thoughts and opinions) were none no more....partly my fault as well.....but...i dunno y oso....i dunno when can our contact be mend-ed again.....1 went to aussy doin linguistic majoring in japanese.....lolx...she once told me dat my eccentricity influenced her to the beauty of japanese language...lolx...n i thought to myself....i was inluential at 1 point of time.....lolx....we oni kept in touch wif each other tru msn....n we shared lotsa all things too.....though nowadayz it's kinda sore...due to lots of reasons....but well at least she's got a bf now already!liek wat she's wishing for all the time...so i'm happy 4 her as well...God bless every1.....another too i still keep in touch wif in msn who currently is in canada!!n she alwayz gimme korean info!!n most of my korean songs were from her....lolx n she is one wif lots of stories to tell....haha and sum of it is so funny....especially the things regarding edward n gang......me a japanese fanatic n she a korean fanatic....haha we share "culture" differences.......blur case person liek me at times!!.......another 2 i do meet them ocassionally.....1 of them even already had a son....and i'm the godpa....lolx....though i've neva really done much...lolx....this r but the few people who 4 me means most as frenz to me.....

in the end this post is about people changing thru time.....in another sense.....do ppl grow up and think differently of the meaning of frenz??or is it dat ppl grow bored of them n do so??or perhaps becoz growing up comes wif lots more of other resposibility and problems 2gether....dat people hav less time or neva thought about the meaning of frenz??or is just frenz but a naive and silly word 4 those who cling so much on it.....true frenz......has it got to be somebody???surely it couldn't be just anybody....definitely not everybody........is it den dat is nobody???am i but dat who cling to this tiny lil hope dat mebe sumday i'll find a true fren, 1 dat i can truly share things wif without having to ever wonder.....how long will this last??i suppose i've gotta grow out of my fantasy....n punch some holey reality unto myself.....there ain't no such a thing.....none.....well......i guess den...not all frenz are really frenz.....perhaps most more an aquantiance.....as once a person had said such to me....so long as u're a fren to me.....feel free to find me if u ever hav anytin.....i'd gladly help in anyway.....in this case...listening would be my trump card...or so they say...:P

well...here's a song from younha....one of the best singer in my list...n her songs is just nice.....well...hehe sumhow this song fits into this post.....~~
do enjoy n thx 4 ur time....

Younha-My song and .....

Lyrics

I made a song for you, my friend
I made a song that I will sing for you
Filling my life with many beautiful lights
And a thousand melodies
You are my paradise

I made a song for you, my dream
I made a song that I will sing for you, my friend
Falling in love with every part of your life
Until the end of time
I love you more
than my life

I wanna know you more
When you call me an angel
When you closely look into my eyes

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna give you more than words ever say
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we're apart

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true to the end of time
Cause I believe you'll never forget
and I won't forget the song in my heart

Every time when I was down
You always came around
And you love all the lights in my life

I am gonna sing forever
I am gonna sing forever

Close your eyes
I wanna give you more than words ever said
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we're apart

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true to the end of time
Cause I believe you'll never forget
And I won't forget this song in my heart

I wanna sing for you my friend
I wanna sing for you with all my heart
I wanna sing for you my dream
I wanna sing for you my...

hmm....

raya holz is comin to an end...all dat's left is but a few remaining dayz of pleasure....or so it seems....since there'd be test and assignments wif projects to hand in....

yesterday nite we're suppose to meet timmie and swee siang n lil dalwyn....so i met up wif rebecca over oug and den we're headed over to bangsar....a place i'm familiar wif yet unfamiliar to drive thru in...timmie said she was on her way back from bentong so we're supposed to drive slowly to reach there....we departed around 820pm....and reached around kinda 9pm i think....they weren't back yet so rebecca gav a call over to timmie and it was so funny...lolx...rebecca casually said 'hey babe' over at the phone thinking it was timmie but rather it was swee siang who answered...lolx...she was liek 'i'm so sorry' wif her ever seriousness tone...lolx....it was raining so i told her we should park inside....alright finally she decided sure let's park inside and as she was about to go in the gates closed...lolx....i'm sure she was pi**ed!!lolx...
well it's been a while since i hav last chatted wif her....so it was a good opportunity to catch up.....while waiting 4 timmie to come back we toked bout quite a lot of things......which really....yeah....kept me thinking dat....she's really much different from the general people i meet....toked bout goals n stuff....makes me wonder.....my life seem kinda empty from start.....when i think back...there's not much i've done dat could possibly of use.....goals....wat's mine??had i one b4 or had i not??was it forgotten or neva existed??i hav dreams....i really do....den this quote came across my mind.....are dreams only dreams because they cannot be fulfilled???

well anyway!timmie came back already along wif lil dalwyn....it's been....half a year i think???since i last saw him....wat godpa i am eh....lolx....he's all grown up n speaks and screams!!oh gosh....he's kinda spoiled by timmie....and he pretty much learned sum bad stuff as well...lolx....well he's still young i guess....lol and rebecca who's supposedly his godma and seen him more often den i did.....lolx...dalwyn was kinda afraid of her!!lolx...was liek when she popped her head out over and looka dalwyn and he was liek running head n toes backwards!!as if sum scary stuff was chasing him!!lolx if oni u could look at his face...hahaha!!liek c ghost...lolx....sorry rebec....:P
lil dalwyn was screaming 'i wan go ouuuuutttt' and manja-ing wif the mom...i tell u he's really spoiled!!lolx.......so afta dat screaming and 'de de' we yielded and we went over to BSC's WIP(Work In Progress).......it's a cafe....real good enviroment though my 1st time here...since it was already around 11 sumtin we had snacks only such as the fried calamari rings which is good...:P i had hot choc coz it's late....n rebec's all liek nite d hav to keep health in check...lolx...swee siang had vodka and bitterlemon....it's a good place to hang out...dalwyn slept as soon as we got to this place...lolx....he only came out wanting to sleep on outside grounds...lolx...well at least we can finally chat in peace wif him sleeping...hehe....so we toked bout a lot....and stuff.....was almost 12 sumtin when we decided to leave...since rebec's tired already.....well i guess dat's all....



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well....2day i managed to finish up the last episode of forensic heroes part 2....lolx...yeah kinda late....but i really loved it...lolx especially the last part....ivan and madam ma is 2gether 4eva!!i was really touched and perhaps a lil sumtin extra comin out from the window of my soul....
den the last episode of code geass was out too n i watched it....oh gosh....another dripsy moment 4 me....it was kinda sad....as he mentioned 'den let all the hatred of the world gather unto me and as i die....dat hatred will die wif me....n den....the world can finally....embrace a new future.....'welll there's lots more of plotting b4 it all sums up to this....but wat both of the shows i mentioned is all but oni dramas.....however they depict worldly daily individual or....perhaps humanly issues....plotted in different way n style of storytelling....issues they maybe....but good endings can be made happen in these shows...while reality states otherwise.....reality, truly a cruel brutal world.....sumtimes perhaps we may try n try to alter wat is needed to change and many a time, many hav failed....and in movies and all they say "NEVA GIVE UP!!"but words can be said easily while actions itself proved otherwise....as usual i think to myself....y is the world so full of problems....where lies the true problem.....n i concluded dat.....the answer was humanity itself....yes i mean all of us....every1 has a part in it.....dun really know how to explain it but simplified it'd be liek a chain reaction dat continues on and on and on from one another to another dat gradually sums up....well sumtin liek dat....just my little tee-thought all the time...:P

closing this post adding a not quite new song but alwayz....a relaxing soothing entertaining meaningful song....wif this a closure of this post......

Nino-Niji(Solo)