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n here comes april....!!it's already into the mid of april....so fast already.....well here comes 1 half of 3 months holz 4 me.....hehe started out this month wif a change of wallpaper on my desktop!!loving it every second since....
cool ambiance of colours...*heart*~my angelic afterlow...^^
well...holz started out quite boring at 1st...notin much to do....almost as if intention-less all of a sudden....haha quite lazy to start finding 4 a job as well....but i've got a job!!just finish 3 dayz work at low yat selling camera....my 1st time!!so noob at 1st...lolx...i dunno much about camera....but i learn pretty much a lot from there....so much thx to u all 4 teaching me!!though i felt liek i am much more an obstruction there....haha...a blank piece of paper i am or so they said....well seeing u guyz again this weekend!!cham....previous sales oni 1 camera....this week how....how jek....no more 'all stocks at klcc' excuse anymore...T.T...must jia you achieve sales....come buy camera from me ppl??mari??
oh yeah....i heard from radio while drivin 1 day....it's about punctuality in japan.....punctuality....sumtin dat u can really laugh at at malaysia.....it's so serious....every1's late no matter wat....well...i sumtimes am such as well!paiseh....but den when i heard dat punctuality in japan is so 'efficient' dat even the trains arrive on time and it cannot be used as an excuse for being late(train is a major transportation for work or anytin else)...if at anytime given the train was late,there'll be a card stating the train was late....so cool!!it's sumtin i'll put in heart to learn!!punctuality....to the fullest...well so far.....hehe still okla....i hav not arrive late 4 work or anytin else.....hope i can keep it up~!!!learn to be punctual!!
2day is so pek chek!!! >.< !! went bowling wif my cousin,her fren and juicytinsy.....not only i lost 2 round!!!T.T but sumore the lane we playin is faulty...lolx....imagine my ball masuk longkang can get spare.....u say skill boh??lolx...but okla..lost nvm...just game ma....but most pek chek is afta play finish jor wan go back....but i cannot unlock my car!!!jipet remote!!twice already happen!!T.T.....press til 40 mins oni can finally *dit dit*......wat the....!!!pek chek!!! >.< !!paiseh make every1 wait..sien sien......den go back d......meet wif rubbish lorry....lolx....things go so ngam???lorry block the road sumore....aizz.....so many things so coincidental??sumore this sort of things..!!
oh here's the sad things.....last sunday my father just complained of a pain in the lower right abdomen.....went hospital in the midnight check but they dunno wat is it(plus pay so exp!)...suspected kidney stones coz the kidney is swollen afta ultrasound taken....but i just feel the doctor liek so cincai....i mean....r u actually checking them properly??so slousy i feel sumtimes doctors...they're not doing it whole heartedly enuf.....den ask my father go c a urologist....and hav to pay everytin over again....so noob...aizz....sumore my father now dun feel so pain d....so he say no need waste money go c...i said dun be STUPID...u dun feel dun mean dun hav....soooo stuborn headed....later wan things be serious den oni go c??pek chek oni!!money oni....keep got use??no more find again na!!plus i'm not ur expenses anymore oso.....ZzZzZz....
oh huhu....i getting my lenses soon.....a courtesy from my sis.....check out her website at -.- www.i-geo.blogspot.com
it's quite affordable la i think.....so if ever u wanna change a newer look/type of lenses u can try them!!well i can't wait to try mine....:P OH!!special sem starting soon....!!T.T studying again........just hope i can add POM......eagerly waiting my results for last sem....hehe....anticipating my 'hardwork' results....huhu...well good luck to u all oso leh!!i'm sure mine not half as good as those jipet dean list students....but at least i wun fare too badly!!
~~LisT To WanNa Do~~
1)Fix the piano so i can learn my -to learn how to play- list of songs!!
2)Work work work~~money money money
3)Play play play~~fun fun fun
4)LEARN punctuality!!
5)Bowling!!Basketball!!Keep FIT!! ^^
6)FinD LoVe~~!!lolx....
pray Lord dat u'll bless us all wif good things.....good health.....pray dat everytin shall fall as You plan....dat my father may be cured of wateva sickness he has gained....dat we may all be bless wif journey mercy.....pray dat i'll be forgiven 4 all my wrong doings and my sins......dat i may repent over them....and hopefully be able not to repeat them....pray dat the 'temper' attitude may corrected in all of us.....dat way peaceful times shall be ahead......pray dat You'll help me and my family pass thru the obstacles we face and dat we may not lose heart on anytin....pray dat everytin will be fine....guide me and lead me to the path set right in Your eyes....i thank you for everytin!~~!and pray once more for forgiveness and dat i may learn in all things to come.....and dat i am able to play the piano like half a pro and find love too(just jokin...lolx)~!!
In Jesus name,i pray...AMEN~!!
SoNgZ~~
try Olivia's A little of pain from NANA!!
try Toploader-Dancing in the Moonlight!!
but there's just 1 kind of ppl i really so much dislike....ppl who call one another hypocrites and judge them as if they were themselves so damn the bloody holy.....pls....look at the mirror urself....wat should hav turned out to be 'relaxing' and 'fun' became a judgemental place....i laugh at the very words spouted out....'God knows who u r'...duh!!thewise u??u dun even know a single thing and u claimed as though u're almighty...all-knowing....makes me wanna puke...just becoz u let ur bloody emotions take control and u spout out such words...look at the mirror n c if it's written GOD over ur forehead....
i understand when ppl say thing out of frustration and all things....u noe...anytin could happen....but WTF!!hell as if i ain't got no emotions....i hate getting blamed 4 no bloody reason at all!!i'm already so darn tired and just wanna hav some time of fun...n this is wat i deserve???hypocrite...lolx...or so i was called...oh wateva....ppl who puts on a mask when he goes out n another when he does another thing has absolutely no rights to using dat word....by right...no 1 has the rights....yeah but now there c0mes a 'holy' person wif the right to use it....yeah coz he deillussionised the word GOD on his forehead....no wonder he's acting all high n mighty.....wat a waste of time....but the sentence 'not everytin in this world in meant for u....definitely not every ppl is gonna be right wif u.....' is so darn true.....really.....wat is the meaning of frens this dayz??i guess the true meanings all died out....it's just an empty word afta all.....
and i actually said to one of my frens i'd keep the fouls off my mouth but i just can't do it now....i'm so darn bursting full wif energy inside me....i can't believe it!!!anytin can really happen...really....i feel so sorry for th world wif the kind of people liek dat out there....so darn pissed....ping yew i so understand how u feel.....dat in this world there r ppl who dun giv a damn of how other ppl feels cept 4 their own things....the world and it's ppl is so wagamama!!!perhaps i ought to do the same......i have sinned once again.....
just submitted my application unto airasia yesterday....hopefully everytin turns out ok.....aizzz.....almost couldn't submit coz of kmc....luckily manage to connect into the server in the utmost last minute.....
yesterday was also my numec test.....the only test in which i am confident i could score 100....lolx...but turns out in the end...i'm just not 1 to get 100....lolx.....stupid silly mistakes....gosh!!darn ittttt!!!!
finalz is coming along.....feel liek i dun have enuf time to study.....just feel so heavy......so.....aizzz......thinking bout wat would happen in my future....i really dunno......i can't c a damn thing......oh...haha yesterday when i was chatting wif yap afta mcd yesterday....lolx....i decided to make myself a beta person...:P....dat is to cut alllllllll the dumb foul words coming out from my mouth.....it's not exactly dat i speak much of those but i do at times.....n dat is wat's gonna be cut off!!
looking back at my past.....i feel so funny....haha....really all the silly things i did.....nah it's just suddenly reminisce about the past......oh well....hahaha.....notin much to write oso leh....everytin's over.....it's the end of another sem....so soon....and tis past so much time......signals test on tuesday.....beta jia you 4 it n finalz too......wish all my frenz good luckz and all the best in finalz....
The 3rd Watt's Performance Night has just ended!result?well i guess we faired pretty well.....many thanks to the people involved in realizing this event and oso to the audiences as well!!To those who hav no idea or watsoeva about it,it's an event where it is made for the music bands in my uni to perform their self-composed music....It turned out pretty well....Most of us was surprise to c many a big crowd of ppl overflowing into the DSS hall.....quantity wise,i guess it's very successful!!My last event to be made along wif my frens,i feel much accomplished....havin been a part of such a great event.....of course it's not all too perfect....but 4 being 1st timers....it's pretty darn good already...:P
In the making of this event,> 3 months had we started the preps.....n now.....the event itself is over.....time flies by so fast.....i can still remember when we had just our 1st meeting....n all of a sudden we're already at the hall itself....witnessing wat i can say 4 now....1 of the biggest event in Uniten....i'm just grateful dat everytin turns out well.....there had been struggles and obstacles especially when the clock was ticking fast towards the date of the event....sumhow everything was managed well enuf!!hearing compliments such as 'u guyz hav a very good management team!' was very pleasing to our ears...:P...hmmm!more so when it was from the TNC himself,kak sya and encik arrifin!!well...so far i've heard more positive feedback den negative ones....but i'm sure there's plenty of negative remarks and so i heard.....but wat's most important is we did our best!!n we ain't perfect no matter how....!!just thankful and grateful dat all the teams did their part very well!!till sumtimes i felt not too useful myself....hahahaha.....pls do 4giv me though.....if i had ever done anytin wrong or offended any1!!
this will serve as a very good memory 4 me.....the bands were great....everytin ran quite smoothly.....the dance and all......just awesome..!!even afta all the events dat i hav been part of....none seem to be able to fill me as much as this does......i'm sure every1 of us,despite being overly-busy and slacking on studies due to the making of this event especially the committes,i'm sure every1 feels good about this event!!will be putting up pics on the event later when i receive them....plus my 1st time wearing formal+blazer....lolx....i feel so stupid....hahahaha......so wierdo.....but it's all a very good experience!!i feel myself more 'changed'!!in a beta way.....
kinda miss it leh......ended already....haha......feel so 'freeeeeee' but more bz now.....coz many many many assignments to do and studies to catch up.....finalz is coming soon.....i need to brush myself up and get ready......brace the future!!!Thx every1 for giving me sucha good experience!!and to my frens thx for coming to support us!!i hope u all really realllly enjoyed it!!!time to go back to monotonous dull study life.........aizzz........T.T~~
dreams....ever since i was young.....i had dreams....but as u noe...dreams were ever changing all the time depending on our own mood and interest at dat point of time....but....as i grow up i slowly noticed my passion.....which became my dream.....my dream dat could be my ambition as well.......my very desire to do.....dat thing 4 life perhaps......
as i woke up yesterday morning.....several....not so pleasurable things happened.....well....life's liek dat.....which prompted me to look 4 part-time jobs.....considering the situation i'm in now....but this oso helped me coincidentally to actually hav found a forum which tells me more about achieving my dream.....reading this forum....i actually feel dat my dream would become......a reality itself....i poured my attention 4 the next 3 hours scouring thru the posts previous ppl had posted.......
i fulfilled every requirement needed.....almost all,xept 4 swimming(dunno swim......)....all i needed was the chance to get interview and pass all its test to be accepted.....i'd be more den willing to try out 4 it.....put my heart my passion my soul unto it......just so dat i can fulfill this dream of mine.....i'm willing to stop halfway on my engineering to pursue this if given the chance.....but there's so many doubts.....soooo many.....till i begin to doubt myself.....was it possible....i thought....all this years.....will this just stay as a dream 4 me??i will pray....pray hard....4 this chance to be mine.....to finally grasp the sky wif my own 2 hands....to feel....the meaning of 'freedom'...........mmmmmm..........!!
n so i decided to package everytin well enough 4 a good 1st impression.....mending my common looking resume....trying to find ways to excite it in a good format.....i'm so excited.....dat afta reading all the post....i hav no need for waiting 4 the intake to open....but just go n send ahead 1st 4 the interview and test....n possibly den if i pass i can wait till the next intake to enter.....i'm really praying dat this might actually work out.....n dat i can actually pass dat awfully hard test(or presumably so)...my dream cannot be taken down just liek this!!!bless me oh Lord~~!!!
MAS or Air Asia.....only 2 possibilities 4 me to apply.....as SQ only takes in their 'home' citizens....hmmm...actually air steward oso not bad geh if cannot be pilot....but air steward's job is so hectic....'service' kononnya.....i can c unappreciative and tak munasabah faces of the 'clients/customers' already.....sumtimes outrageously obnoxious!!air steward/stewardess are oso humans pls!!!dun make things hard 4 every1!!.....=.=""""".......humans ain't born perfect@@!!hopefully......pray dat i may succeed!!!my dream to fly!!!!!vrrrrroooooommmmm!!!!!seronoknya.....:P
2day is dreams day.....because as i was looking 4 part-time jobs.....i found something interesting.....hehe....atasteboutique.com as they call themselves.....they have liek so many creations of cakes!!so lovely!!nyaamm nyaamm~~!!!i have alwayz thought of becoming a pastry chef too!!!because i love to eat sweet things and c pretty things!!though i ain't good at art itself.....but i appreciate the beauty of pretty artworks!!just makes ur mouth drool and ur heart melts!!!but i din noe where to start.....and my parents wouldn't allow such things to happen....lolx....i guess...it's only possible to become my hobby baking sweet things liek cookies and cakes....T.T......try out atasteboutique.com....it's got many lovely designs on cakes.....gosh...i wanna work there int he kitchen....hehehe.......makes me wanna bake cookies already....gonna try out something this weekend......sumtin cheap....yet tasty!!!cooking n baking^^my favzz!!!
i personally love this!! coz it's pinkish and pretty(cute too!!)!!!:P
(www.atasteboutique.com)
engineering is so so not fitting 4 me....aizz...but the only choice 4 me....with/without interest.....i can only continue wif so lil passion....still amazed at how i can actually continue in a state liek this......but den.....so many years liao....gradually becoming better...lolx....mebe used to it d....study study oni loh.....aizz....helps me in applying for a CPL(Commercial Pilot License) coruse too...:P....helps me get a place easier without a big shot recommendation.....awww....but thiknig bout the debts i'm gonna hav to bear afta grad....oso dunno how...mebe work 1 year or so 1st....and 25 go apply....coz 26 is age limit.....T.T......so olllllddddd.................need save money d now.....jobs pls gimmeee......gimme jobsss pls......money and cash beta.....:P....let everytin go well plsss!!!!
songss!!-been listening much to instrumentals this day....OST from FF and hanazakiri kimi no tachi e!!it's been good....and found some rather good singers....but forgot the names and i'm not at my laptop now....writing from cendi...lolx.....anyway will post some up...soon....if i feel liek it....thx 4 reading newayz....:P
just end wif a simple prayer......
Lord help us in our ways...for we alone cannot bear to take our path by ourselves...less we make mistakes more and more till they becomes....unbearable.....guide us each day as we go along....in decisions we can't make or can make, guide us still and lead us to the path dat has been set right by You.Let us not falter to temptations or any wickedness and strengthen us to guard all evil....i pray for every1 dat they may all be bless abundantly according to Your will....Bless us all wif good health....Bless us all in everytin we do dat we do it right in Your eyes....Pray dat everytin goes well 4 me and every1 too.....Forgive us all 4 our wrongdoings and set us right from wrong.....Pray and thank you Lord.....In Jesus name....Amen!!
oh finally....after so many weeks serene has been in malaysia,only now we get to gather....though oni a total of 6 ppl gathered and 1 unknown to me....still it's good...haha...mebe having little ppl is beta oso...no need so....cramp i guess....lolx...
reached mun's hse at around 11 sumtin....poor amanda who's still waiting 4 mun to fetch her who happened to be waiting 4 us to reach his hse 1st...lolx.....omg...mun's dog is so cute...hahaha....the 1st thing i did was play wif his dog...hahaha....seriously damn cute weh....but alwayz keep bite n lick....mun can i borrow ur dog 4 a week????pretty pls??lolx...not much to do at 1st....coz still waiting 4 every1 to gather...so meanwhile me n jason prepared the snacks dat r about to be deep-fried later....can't believe he bought alphabetic nuggets...lolx....feel like small kidz only later when eat...haha....n den all the small details......blaa blaa....
ta-da!!amanda has reached!!lolx..n begins our small lil gathering wif chicken wings...alphabetic nuggets....kacang....wasabi peas and a bottle of chivas and red wine...!!ok...i dun really drink/like alcholic drinks...but den just to follow suit i had a lil only leh....so i was sober all the time....otherwise i'd miss the drunkard dramas of the night...lolx...oh we played poker too!using mahjong chips....1 chip is 50 sens...nice game....i got win!!fun fun...getting to bluff them even though i hav not exactly good cards...haha got 1 game i got notin at all...but i still win!...coz every1 fold...hahahaha......but poor me.....i get whacked by every1 on the thigh.....it's liek i can c hand prints on them....i'm sorry serene....4 putting my hand prints on urs....even leh...:P
by 5am most of them was drunk already......especially amanda....who started tokin funny already...she was tokin wierd....real wierd....haha damn farnee la....n neither she nor serene could walk properly.....serene bad r......do sum bad bad things...haha....but pray u may be forgiven....hahaha....by 6 am we're suppose to leave already....supposedly fetching serene back b4 her parents wake up as she's headed to church....but amanda kept wanting to play turtle....n when no 1 was able to bother her...she just kept saying play play play turtle....if not dun wan go back....lolx....1st time c she drunk till liek dat...
the 1st time din sleep 1 bit at all the whole night...lolx....okla...once a while is quite fun geh...hang around wif frens n all....lolx...n oso the 1st time no call to me on my phone....i guess 1st time is great at times eh.....sumore go eat dim sum at 8 sumtin.....but not nice de....aiz....i guess dat's about it leh.....serene wait u come back at the end of the year again den we gather lagi....we wun tell nick bout it...:P
i guess dat's bout it all....2molo going out wif jon they all.....rarely get to hang out leh....looking 4ward to it....some time off my so sien life.......aizz...hav to start studying d......din do anytin this 2 dayz except play.....cham cham......pray pray!!n my language bar is sumtin wrong...can't type jap.....sien....hungry....but fat...sobz....this post so random.....but dunno wat to write...life is so sien.....aizz......go eat....
