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InternshipDay 1 & 2!

2010-04-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

Internship at Frost & Sullivan~! not sure if u've ever heard of it, but it's actually a consultant company.Now u might ask wat type of consultant company is it.It's a growth consultant company where "We accelerate Growth" is their tagline! Being quite big a company i expected to be a lil.....professional myself,e.g. punctuality and discipline~!and so starts my day.....

I arrived at around 8:40 am at the entrance of Block E at Plaza Mont Kiara. Although i planned to reach earlier, however due to the usual yet unpredictable jam from my area to Kerinchi link has left me unsurprised.And so i decided to meet with Chris and Ding who so happen to be interns as well there.Now as i was taking the elevator up, i got confused and went up to floor 15 instead(u can't blame me as it's just my 2nd time here).Oh well i tot i'd take the lift down instead,but the 'going down' button wasn't working~!i was told dat i had to take the elevator up b4 i can go down.and so i did.it was already 8.55am.Sadly,i arrive at another floor which wasn't the right one again~!wanting to save time from having to take the elevator up again i decided to use the stairs~!and only to find that it can only be opened from one side!!!and i thought to myself "wat an unlucky day!!!"i hastily asked chris to come out to open the door 4 me and luckily he did and i managed to reach juuuusttttt in time....8.59:50 am!!!close call!!Thank God~!!Thank Chris!!XD

it says it all~~...

We were notified to undergo a training program for 3 dayz, and b4 we were sent i was introduced to my supervisor, Melvin under the Environmental and Buildings Techonlogies(EBT).The first day of training was more on organizational informations,the mission vision,basic history,background, what frost n sullivan is and wat exactly do they do.We were also thought to use Lotus which comprises of their database and how to search for them. The 1st day was just all training and not really any real work 4 us to do.We were told to learn on the abbreviations and acronyms that the company uses for smoother transition.

Krithika( not critical as i 1st thought it was~~!)<-Head of training in APAC->

Joyce from HR(friendly and alwayz smiling person...XD)

the training room is quite spacious....and not to mention cold too~~!!brrrrhhhh.......!!

the conference room where we met Mr.Praatab(Director of Internship)

and it's got a nice view~~!!

Our 2nd day is also about training~!but 2day we're gonna learn about more detailed departments job scope.and we had games!in order to refresh us, Miss Krithika had 2 teams competing against each other in guessing the abbreviations and acronyms!!2day's session ended at 4.15pm, earlier than yesterday.So me n Dalvin(intern from uniten and same department as well) decided to BING our supervisor and asks if there's anytin 4 us to do(hardworking kidz we are!!XD).and he came over from block E(we're situated at Block C) and brief us a bit on wat we should do.warming-up exercises....haha.....hope all goes well!!i wanna achieve a good MoP(measurement of performance!!)

my desk....

and yes we hav our own email and mine's at junyuan.chooi@frost.com ...XD i even have my own extension number...wahahaha.....overall it's tiring....yes of course....but i'm sure we'll learn a great deal from here....for now it's over n out~~!!till next time~!!

faith.......n me.........

2009-11-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

ta-daaaa imaaaa!!!!!i'm back....afta 2 months of neglecting this lil space of mine where i spout my innocent happenings unskillfully.....iro iro aru'n ne.....exams assignments and are all but an excuse 4 me to get lazy.....XD

just as how it's been with me and God.....not to say dat i've exactly neglected Him,but still....i've neglected the things i ought to do.....as a christian.......and it's not just a day or two event....but it's been ongoing for quite some time...hmm..perhaps let's say mebe 3 years??it's gotten worse...n got beta b4....but it's practically still hanging by a thread,left without any conclusion or watsoeva......i still do prayers on the run,but neva on any quiet time......coz quiet time dun quite actually exist anymore!!i've only read verses on irregular interval......i really really feel that i'm a lost sheep,strayed away from the path........pretty pretty guide me once more pls????

well i can blame it on being imperfect/human as i am.....excuses are plenty,but rather knowing excuses are only there to cover denial.....i've still continued doing so.....when i do this things i often remember how fervent i was when i was in secondary school....i was so God-fearing...lolx....i mean was so much more God-fearing.....not to say dat it isn't so now.....i was diligent in forcing myself to have a quiet time/prayer every day.....i was reminded of Him in all i do....i was careful not to make mistakes....even mistaken non-mistakes as mistakes......XD...due to my oh how wonderful 'cleverness'....but i noe God has alwayz been a great God....but no matter how many times i've fallen short of His expectations,yet He still brings me back.....just like in the story of the prodigal's son....

(LUKE 15:11-32) ---Many of us have and learned from it the character of God. In a nutshell, there was a rich man who had two sons one of them decided he wanted to receive his inheritance right away. When he did he ran off to the Las Vegas of his time and was living large. Fancy meals, lavish lodging, extravagant relationships, his own personal entourage until the money ran out. Then he was left in the gutter all alone facedown in the waste. In that sobering moment he reflected on his life and remembered that he never went without when he lived with his father. So he decided to return home with his head held low in hopes to live the rest of his life as a nameless servant working his master's fields. When the son neared the estate his father noticed him from far away. The father could no longer hold back his joy and dashed across the fields. Picture the aged nobleman running frantically toward the downcast son. Finally when the father reached his son he embraced him and welcomed him back into the family. He even directed one of his servants to restore his position and prepare a welcoming party. We have all sinned and fallen short of God's best wishes for us. The important thing to remember is that when we decide to come back to him he will run to us and restore us into his family.

God is great huh?!!!at times i really prefer that i wasn't given freedom to choose,so then i wouldn't have to make mistakes,sin and yeah things like keeping myself on track.....haha...but God takes pride in our decision to stick to what he has planned 4 us.....it's like u r happier when sum1 u just taught appreciated wat u did and followed all that u have taught(provided it's the right thing)....den if u forcefully forced dat certain person to do as u say.......1 of free will....and another of authority......of course common sense tells u...the first choice would be best....as POM has taught us,true leaders are influential!!!i love POM.....XD......God is a great leader....seek Him for answers~!!

i just wrote this post in reminder of myself struggling WITH myself......to start i ain't exactly a 'successful' person....therefore i bring 'shame' to the name to many thru this vessel of mine.....aizz....hopefully sumday things will change 4 the beta....just hope dat i really can get back on track soon...hehe sumtin i've been saying all the time.....perhaps like wat leo mention....like shikamaru......willing but just lazy.........my greatest sin...laziness!!!things ought a change!!!!all said but notin done....aikawarazu ne.....just pray that all may fall in plan....and for all my frens and family,may all be well.......

Self-Achieved Goal: 80% left to completion of self-renewal.......

The end of an end.....

2009-07-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

2nd last week-Penang

This is wat i did....the Nintendo Wii Head&Score!so far the best game out of the others....:P(at Sri Wonder Complex)

my top score~~!!(max is 555....:P)

had a night out at New Lane to makan wif Keith & Wei Yi b4 going 4 dim sum in the Maxim Restaurant in the morning...

thx Keith & Wei Yi:P(shy keith drivin his new myvi...lolx...)

i love the sea!!!!(proness taken while car is movin...steady boh...lolx...)

great sea view from keith's bro home.....

Keith's bro Putra Place....just beside my bro's apartment....

last week-Melaka

foosball at MYDIN Hypermarket MITC Melaka...(got told to stay in our base area on sunday!!lolx...den we just stayed n played there...lolx...)

it's gonna be a great week....coz there's 4 teams going down to melaka and all staying 2gether....meaning we'd get to go play/visit/makan/jongker!! in melaka during our free time in melaka.....or so we thought....till 1 team had an accident on the 1st nite....

thankfully none of the 2 was hurt....though the car's in a really bad shape.....story is the driver tried to avoid the dog.....a stray dog dat came running across the road....do u beliv dat???guess wat....i do....becoz it happened once to me....i'm just luckier.....

if u din notice the car skidded and spin-ed/stop-ed against the traffic.....

away wif the bad things!!the 1st night we had seafood 4 dinner at portugese village!!!din take the pic coz we were already eating at it!!lolx...the best was this mango juice!!added wif plum juice n plum into freshly made mango...STIM!!!

1 cup afta another!!it's a craving addiction!!!

the 2nd night we went to jongker's street!!!huhu....ate baba nyonya laksa at number 88....which actually is just kari.....haha....but the cendol is great!!!i think we tasted most of the flavour if not all...huhu....din take any pic...coz hand was dirty...lolx....wat's most important is jalan jalan n shopping!!!there's just sum things dat u can't resist....huhuhuhu~~!!

i am RaIoN-i,CasUaly Metoo Beary and PinKi CheeKi Metoo Beary!!!

me sleeping bear n pumpykin has got new members!!!

fren's gf dog....awww the cuteness....^^gogo bubbles!!

there goes my 3 months....not working this week anymore coz my father dun let already....sigh...there goes RM400 this week.....anyway i've got loads of stuff to catch up!!c ya soooonn.....:P

Currently in love wif KSE...muakcz to my lovely KSE!!!
Song of the Post~Someday We'll Know by Mandy Moore & Jonathan Freeman

~lovingly romantic~

2009-06-16T09:20:00.000-07:00

just wanted to share a touching and lovingly romantic story wif u....dat is....if u're actually into romance type story.....hehe...being who i am....i can only say....romance makes 80% out of my life.....yes.....this story.....is about romance in high school....i present to u....KimiKiss Pure Rouge!!

it's anime....for those of u dat can't accept it i'm sorry....but it's just dat love stories comes in many forms....be it a story told in a drama,a book/novel,a manga or anime.....i love romance.....it's my life and i'll neva stop searching 4 great stories^^....:P...of course there's also friendship to be told but the main point is love....hehe....^^

coming along is a great ending song from this anime.....one thing dat dun happen in our reality is the fact dat while we r having romance there ain't any themed song playing along wif us....lolx....the effect of a song dramatically increases the touching-ness of the story....haha yes....it hasn't failed to make me not cry each time....T.T

KimiKiss ES~Wasurenaide by Suara(her songs r great!!)

posting english lyrics oni since not many would understand....:P
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I can't promise that I won't go anywhere
We might be separated someday
I want to always protect you,
But try to think about this:
The truth is that even when you're alone, you're not

Always consider that, because this sky and moon go 'round
Yes, the truth is that everyone is made to be able to cross barriers

Don't forget
There's always someone thinking of you
So try to smile
Remember
The you inside the mirror is, always and forever,
Able to smile
Don't forget

Always consider that, because this sky and moon go 'round
Yes, because if it's your true voice, we're made to be able to give it to anyone

Don't forget
Because someday I'll surely send these feelings
So keep smiling
Keep remembering
That smiling face inside the mirror
Is never truly alone
Don't forget
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*mou yada!!usotsuki dareka kizutsuke no yada!!!kimeta n'da!!!mou nidoto kimi wa nakasenai,kizutsukenai,hitori sasenai!!!kimi mou hanasanai!!!!!!*

all random~june's edition....^^

2009-06-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

entering quickly already into the middle of the month...time once again flewww so quickly......well just to start i worked at nestle hq last week...huhu....they r havin this setup for product viewing prepared for the euro boss to come n hav a look....and yes the main product is milo and nescafe wif maggi!!

~Milo & Nescafe Booth~

our job was to do n complete the setup required for each department.....it's a hectic setup day.....plus 3 out of 5 of us were all new,including me....hehe.....i think we did kena 'diao' a bit dat day.....hahaha.....but den it's a good experience.....everytin was rushing to complete dat day...at least noe i noe wat's a pop-up system...lolx...it's not a sound or power system(opps my bad....!!lolx...)

exiting the Milo & Nescafe Booth goes into the Milk Department(etc Nespray & other products....)

i noe 1 thing dat's good working wif nestle!!dat's employee's benefit!!wahaha.....whoever's working there can drink free milo,free nescafe wif choice of sugar,cream or sugar n cream(leo sure suka!),free ice cream and wahaha....my favourite!!free BLISS!!!!though Bliss is rather hard to get our hands on...T.T.....when i ular ular a bit i tekan banyak Milo Ais and drink...hahaha.....

the automated FREE vending machine....:P

the toilet very nice oso....huhu i suka.....:P

sigh...leaving nestle is equals to leaving the vending machines, ice creams and innova as well!!..i will miss the smooth comfy and AUTO car in exchange wif a 'luxuriously' manual ford ranger.....T.T...policy policy.....if only i reached 22 years old soonerrrrr......

works gonna end soon....till the end of june.....though it's quite boring already haha i will miss the gang of part-timers all drivin over to omniteam liek gang gang 4 loading....most of all i'll miss the money flowing in....T.T

just wanna thank God for His guidance n journey mercy given during my working journey....Thanks to dat i am alwayz able to stay safe n good...hehe...thanks a bunch my lovey Lord!!

okla....i write short short gua min...no more hard to read???many many paragraph??haha....end here ba.....sleepy liao.....gud nitezzz all..!!!

Me when i was small.....XD

Yes i'm so cute when i was small.....^^

Song of the Day~We Live In Oz by Clazziquai!!!

dear....mummy??

2009-06-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

yes duh...this post is about my mum....n me.....it's not a post of sumtin good....or....it's just....now....how i felt....about u....the way u r....the things u do......it's not about right or wrong....things happen the way they are becoz of many things....both becoz of u n me.....wat's gonna be written here...is the things dat couldn't be said out....becoz they'd neva hav the chance to be spoken off....may God forgive me....and u....and all of us...4 the things we do......

yes...i'm sad....becoz we argue more often den usual.....wat prompted me to write this 2day here....is becoz we had an argument this morning....n y did it happen??it all came from being....overprotective.....not liek it's sumtin bad or wat....but it's just...sumtimes....it's alwayz just about how u feel.....n neva once how ur son....how i feel......u've neva put any thought to dat....n in any argument i'd be the 1st to be blamed.....n even when i admit-ed dat it's my fault....i'd only get more stoning to myself....

i wasn't mad or anytin....dat made me gav u the silent treatment this morning....and i noe u care much 4 me....but heck u do it all the wrong way...just liek father did.....i wun say dat i'm perfect as well....but i'm aware of the problems within myself....and gradually i tried to apply changes to them....some with sucess....and some still on the way.....i'm not perfect...neither r u.....it's just wat we r...notin to blame or anytin regarding dat.....

just a normal thing liek asking permission to go out at nite...but u'll alwayz giv ur u think it's so funny and useable statements....things liek "ask them come here find u la"/"ask ur frens go out earlier la...6 oclock go yum cha..."/"ask them go sri petaling la...there oso got things...." and things liek dat....u say things as if they were so easy.....u really think the world revolves around me dun u???or mebe u just simply said them without even thinking them....mebe u dun c it dat way...but it's an insult to me....not once...not twice...but alllll the time whenever i'm asking u 4 permission....
yesterday u dared to ask me to stay in my room use the com n play games to keep me in the hse...n u alwayz said how i shouldn't be stuck in my room wif the computer all day long....it's so darn hypo critic...u just say wateva u wan and howeva u wan....u tell me how worried u r....ur feelings n all...how bout mine??i dun mind not going out...really...just dat statement of urs pisses me off...i find it bullshitting....dun tok to me while watching ur tvb dramas....n look who's the one alwayz blaming me 4 not interacting....hilarious??u mean urself dun u??

wanna noe how i feel???let me tell u this...u said dat u're all worried....dat i went penang n work...so far n all....i am worried too....but u all make as if liek i'm going there happy-go-lucky attitude....u din even noe how pressured i was when i was driving(coz u're all alwayz pressuring me liek dat).....i kept praying 'oh grant me journey mercy Lord....keep me safe....dun fall asleeep.....2 hours more to go....Lord Lord Lord'...the entire freaking time i was driving....just so dat notin would happen n u wouldn't hav to worry me(unsure of coz u're bz holidaying in singapore).....i mean....couldn't u say beta things??liek 'pls take care....drive slowly...dun worry too much....it'll be fine...' instead of 'go call ur boss and let me speak to him....u afraid to tell him let me say.....change location say dun wan penang...too far....no insurance sumore....'can't u hav a lil faith in me??oh wait...mebe not??coz i'm notin but a mere investment of urs??u dun even noe how many times i've cried suffering in silence....i tried to endure ur ways.....look at another point of view.....but u're just too great.....till i can't handle.....n even saying i'm wrong all the time dun even please u....i really wonder.....wat do u wan......

all the same doin hse chores....alwayz askin me to sweep the floor and mop the floor.....wash the car...clean the shelf...wipe the windows....shift ur tape recorder.....fix ur tape recorder....i dun mind doin wat u ask me to.....but whenever i c ur daughter sitting right in front of her computer doin notin who need not even lift a finger or anytin....n yet clean from any lectures....ya she wiped the shelf once den very high n mighty de loh....me n my brother hav helped my father in the office...take boxes of papers n heavy printers n computers n all....waking up early sumore...she??she'd be just sleeping at home...not even lifting a finger to do any house chores....oh...mebe take down the laundry....dat's a heck of a workload 4 her already.....if i slept late i'd be scolded....everyday sleep eat play sleep....

but it's not liek i regret....becoz...i noe wat i had been provided....it's my duty as a son....i helped...not becoz i hav to....but becoz my old father no need take 20 boxes of paper forms(10kg 1 box) 2 floors up on stairs....and den he no need to stress his old body(once i even 'wat dou yiu guat')....help my mum wash the dishes coz she already tire herself from cooking....n sumtimes i cook....though seldom d.....wat kept me from doing chores 100%....is the unfairness dat happens....wat i did....i can tell u...probably not even 40% my sister would hav done....n y is it my fault whenever i voice it out....becoz i'm a failure??becoz i'm not good enuf???i've seen it wif my own eyes...n yet u deny it....wat more can i say....n 2day u said the 1 thing u should neva had....i alwayz think dat i'm a fillial son....but when u say things liek dat....i begin to doubt.....whether i shall continue being 1.....mebe...i should make ur words come true....since u're alwayz right.....since u asked 4 it....mebe when i can no longer be a good person...i shall do so......

i feel so much beta writing them out...though.....they din turn out as i imagined it would be...my writing sucks.....lolx....probably ppl will think dat i'm the 1 at fault....i should love my mum....i should not this n dat....i mean....i still love her....she's my mum...she's good at times....1/10 times mebe.....but she'll neva change(coz she's alwayz right...n not liek she's gonna read all of this...).....n things going this way....lolx...oh well....who needs me anyway.....she's got her beloved daughter and good older son.....wat use am i???i dun blame u....u're still human...i'm just unlucky dat's all....i pray God shall forgive both u n i.....becoz...now i doubt i'd be able to fulfill one of the ten commandments....i wonder though....if sumday.....u lose me....will u be happy.....or relieved???i'm sure......u'll be happier den u r now....

i'm sorry halmonji~J.....i noe i hav a complete family.....in terms of numbers...yeah....but....relationship?? i'm an outsider....i've tried....but i think i'm losing myself.....mebe 1 day...i'll find the answers.....but 4 now...i can only pray dat God can guide me....ease me.....of my pain n burden......the cold war begins......let it be my fault again.....i'm tired....

tagged??

2009-06-03T09:56:00.001-07:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
urrrm.....forehead??

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i'm getting old.......

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
lolx....dun remember....

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hardly.....

5. Will you ever donate blood?
when it is really really needed.........(i'm afraid of.....ahem...)

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yep

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
God forgiv me if i did so.....

8. What does your last text message say?
"next week lol...i go back home early....."

9. What are you thinking right now?
i need to sleep soon....n i mean soooon.....

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
aizz...who doesn't??

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
2am++

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
lolx...it's free...from working....

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
mebe...mebe not...my head hurts....

14. Who was the last person who text you?
yew

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:

1. leng jai yap
2. rebecca
3.timmie
4. kin chung
5. halmonji-J
6. jonathan
7. lyvia
8. sheryl
9. yu ling
10. jeffo

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
not really in 1....

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
haha....

18. What is no.1 studying about?
kejuruteraan

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
recently....

20. Is no.4 single?
nop...

21. Say something about no.2?
something wouldn't be able to define how BIG she is...:P

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
hahahaha.....mebe they did once b4.....dun suprise me no more....:P

23. Describe no.9?
cousin who went kampar liao....

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
watch the good show....:P....if dat's ever gonna happen.....

25. Do you like no.8?
u bet i do...:Pin fact i love every1 of my frens....:P

lovin me life...:P

2009-06-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

work brought me to tau sar piah island last weekend!!!though probably i'm more attached to mainland butterworth den island but still the tau sar piah,char kuay teow and cendol keeps me there!!!not to forget the wovey-wavey sea....i kinda miss it....looking at it once again while crossing the bridge gives me a calm n sweet feeling.....the sea....is a great sight....i thought to myself....i just love looking at the sea....tried to take a pic of the view from my fone....but....haha....i guess my fone can't produce much of a sight....haha...

jam on penang bridge......pukul 7 lebih....

me...trying to take a pic of the view.....of the calming sea.....

anyhow,work had been great....hehe...managed to be the top performer on saturday though lost out on sunday.....oh well!!at least i managed to outperform every1 else 4 once!!tee-hee!!there's this other promotional booth as well next to ours....wall's durian runtuh and enfagrow....oni recently did i noe dat many products are from nestle....haha....so slow of me....met this guy over from enfagrow....who looks older den me but is actually younger den me by a year....haha....is a fun guy(n he's called johnson...lolx...)...though looking at him....and comparing myself...i probably look imature....lolx....n there's this 2 gurls in his team whom i stole some glances occasionally during work...haha....kinda cute....^^as u noe leh...i shy shy meh...so neva did any tokin to them...haha...till the last hour of work....all of a sudden....almost as if by chance....we spoke....haha....oh they seem quite nice afta all....spoke on ourselves and all....and mind me...lolx...i even skipped work dat hour and chat-ed wif them...hahaha....opps...hope my boss ain't reading this....XD...at least i made more new frens....

anyway i've got a new fone!!it's a sony w705....absolutely lovin it~~!!tee~hee!!thank u very much to my auntie and mummy for getting it from singapore at a much cheaper price!!!(saved around rm500 oh....)though wif this purchase i hav officially used up the entire paycheck i just had...lolx....dear panasonic...pls hurry and pay me my remaining paycheck!!!anyway here's the lovey pics of my new fone!!(ain't a good photographer pls do forgiv..^^)

revival of my cute lil minies!!!welcome back to the world!!^^

working at rembau this weekend!!dun get to go johor but anytin's fine...hehe....do pray 4 journey mercy and blessing oh!!!going to drive boss punya hilux......pressure ohh...but at least it's auto!!!wahahaha.....money money money....come find ur way in me!!!looking 4ward to many things...hopefully....life will turn out great 4 me oh!!!it's been great and hopefully it continues!!hehe...can't wait to get back to uni....kinda miss studying.....4 now....^^

ĥāŘăBǒЈĩ~P sleeeeppzzz!!!pigunhada!!!oyasumi nasaiii!!

y do u tick so quick??....T.T

2009-05-22T06:17:00.000-07:00

oh dear....time passes so quick....n guess wat...it's the 3rd week for the MILO campaign!!this time around i'm drivin a ford ranger....haha...n a manual 1 at dat....pains me to noe dat i hav to drive an old model 1 sumore....but thank God everytin turned out fine(pls continue to bless me oh LORD~!!)....in fact...haha i can say i perfected my manual-drivin skills instead...:P...say no more to 'sei for'!!!^^peace*

ford ranger....smelly diesel engine....geng parking leh me...^^

2day is a goooood day!!i actually managed to go out wif frens!!hmm....urrm...mebe just a fren....lolx....kiwi-san couldn't make it....sighzz....so we just ate n toked bout the past...working dayz we had...fun fun they were^^...afta teppanyaki we went to buy our tickets 4 star trek!!it's absolutely fantastic!!!great show....hehehe....very exciting....my type..:P...plus we got to c a cute ticketing gurl as well....(:P)who let us off having 1 student card oni...aww so sweet of u....if u weren't malay i would hav asked 4 ur number!!(well not dat i am racist or anytin....just...really...i doubt there'd be anytin ahead 4 us...lolx...no offence!thx 4 being a memory~~)haha...it's fun to 'gap lui' once again 2gether~~!!anywayz do take carezz u guyz at UK!!let's go out again afta u all come back!!:Pi still owe u 3 ringgit mr joo joo....

2molo need work leh....it's time again....time once again...passes so fast.....took me an hour to type this post out...haha..coz was dota-ing halfway....LOST~!!T.T...oh well..play wif jason ma...sure loh....hahahahaha!!just jokin jason...me noob....paiseh.....it's late...gotta shower....getting old already...

i love u...:P^^peace*(God is great!!)

sign of by my new nickname^^
ĥāŘăBǒЈĩ~P

Mayday....

2009-05-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

i've gotten a beta new pt job(feel sorry 4 panasonic coz i keep rejecting work)!!thx to naresh 4 letting me noe bout it.....it's MILO in-store promotion~!!my 1st job is over...n i got to drive my boss's innova....mpv to work...haha feels kinda great but den there's pressure as i need to return it in 1 piece....

yeah...the mpv....^^
this week's headed downwards to seremban....kinda far...dun feel liek taking a car this weekend....but i guess no choice....anywayz just hope dat everytin's well!!pray 4 journey mercy!!!

aizz...though i've done a few weeks of work but i'm all broke....y broke??it alllll started out 1 day....when few ppl said wanna go jogoya!!of course...i wanna go....i've neva been there b4...plus there's a promotion going on....so i paid rm70++(or rm60++ r??forgot)....and den there's my dental fees....around rm150(3 fillings though i oni went for 1 only...2 more left...)....and my biggest....yeah i mean.....my biggest 'white elephant' spending of the period......adidas warehouse sales shoes which i accidentally came across afta following my mom to ikea afta my interview at damansara perdana.....^^

Adidas~Porsche Design

got it cheap coz it's a warehouse stock clearance!!it's only rm200......out of rm350 of it's original price....a difference of rm150!!!i'm lucky enuf to hav a fitting size 4 me...haha it's the only shoes-size left there....the rest were bigger or just smaller....^^...so how could i not get my hands on it...!!it's pretty wif its design...though.....it's the most expensive shoes i've ever bought!!!plus i've not even wore more den 10 times for my dr.cardin shoes(and it's rm99 only sumore)....i wonder when would i wear this pair of shoes.....i pity myself....

and not to mention the ipoh chicken trip dat cost me around rm130!!but it was really fun!!hehe thx to boon heng and yee mun and gang for their hospitality....really makan banyak there....hehe....demo hontou ni tanoshii kata sou!!!din regret not working dat weekend...haha...gua tempurung cukup best la....but i was kinda sick dat day...so couldn't enjoy the fullest but still it's great!!!aizz myself la....T.T

just in 1 month i can already spend so much....dear Rey.....kindly stop spending excessively.....thank u....work hard,earn more money and save save.....until i get my pay-check,i'm totally broke.....80% to self-sufficiency....20% still relying on parents....i shall work harder this 2 months left and gain 100%@!!!aja aja fighting!!

on a side note~~~~(u can just ignore this as it's my own preference....)

read my fren's blog a while ago....n just pondering upon the things she wrote....2gether with the storyline of zeni geba......i am left wondering.....there ARE really really many many kinds of ppl in this world.....there's so many personality as there's so many people in this world....in zeni geba....u can c....how poor can a person really be.....just becoz of 1 person's action....and this action causes reactions and reactions dat amounts to a chain-reactions.....and in the end this reactions brings a diff result....a diff result to the future.....but if the 1st person had chosen a diff path as shown in the last episode.....a diff world is born towards the future.....just becoz of 1 decision....dat'll change the lives of the ppl around u....and the future......therefore we should alwayz think carefully and the consequences of the decisions dat we make....wat sort of decisions??it's almost everytin....the things we say...the things we do...the things we plan....the things we think about....u may say most of it iss just trivial other den the 'big decisions'.....but to others it's probably not trivial at all...as our decisions may affect the future.....pls do think properly....i've experienced this 'future-after effect' once....let's all quit being selfish....and let changes(good changes) happen in ourselves....for a beta world....God Bless....

When u think life's just full of hardships....den u found love.....

2009-04-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Akai Ito~Red Thread is a great dorama!!it's a very compelling movie...the story is base on a best-selling novel revolving around the 'red thread of fate' connecting Mei and Atsushi...It came about when i 1st saw it on Astro...it's being shown 1 of those trailers but i din noe wat title was it till last week when my neighbor Jeff came back from singapore...there i took many j-dorama which can be downloaded at incredible speed over there....it's a darn good drama since 1 liter of tears but this's got more love-romance in it(sweet!^^)....

Lolx..believe it or not...the moment i started watching the 1st episode i've already started crying....haha....i was shockingly touched by the 'first' paragraph shown....there was just so much meaning n feeling when i read dat....watching this drama has left many feelings inside of me dat kept me thinking a lot....it lets u noe dat this world is actually so beautiful...dat there's so many meaningful things in it....just because there's one thing in it....there's this 1 thing called love in this world.....dat when u c everytin around u....there r many dat are decorated with love....u can find many 'moral behind the story' as well in this drama....u get to learn many(out of many many many things) stuff dat happens ocassionally in our lives....but the most important part is the touching story of 2 people!!where they went thru trials and finally ending up 2gether!!i'm sure dat this kind of relationships are everlasting and true to it themselves!!

words can't express how i feel.....actions can't depict how i feel......there's this part in the show where they portray the importance of memories....i believe it's important too...because this memories becomes a part of who we r.....and nice memories have their own scent and whenever u're veiled in its scent your heart can alwayz return to the unforgettable past....none can stop the flow of time but a moment captured in the frame of the heart will never disappear....and it will alwayz giv off a great feeling,both sweet and bitter....and those feelings...2gether wif the memories we made in our heart.....will never fade away....

though dat this story is just base off a book....and there may be many other books around the world,each wif it's own wonderful story....dat which will never happen reality.....but i believe dat as u fall in love,reality....becomes a wonderful story,better den any novel.....or so i learned thru my years....hahaha....love is such a great things.....it's wat keeps the world sane....peaceful and every other good things.....just hearing the song itself makes me shed tears recalling the scenes in the drama.....makes me wonder....when will my wonderful story begin??hahahaha.....till den i can oni keep all my affections 4 later.....well to the future me....appreciate everytin....as per wat u hav decided within urself.....when u read this back in the future....perhaps this will be no more den just a memory.....perhaps u'd be laughing at how silly i was now.....i'll be waiting 4 my destined 1....hehe....

moshimo kimi ga mitsuketa sa....boku wa...zettai hanasanai!!!kakugo shimashou!!!boku no zenbu kimochi de uketomemasu!!!watashi no ume hito wa.....ima mate ta!!

Akai Ito~Destiny of Love by chance...or miracle??

2009-04-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

God tied you and i together by our little fingers with a long red string.
This bond of destiny cannot be seen,
and there is no map to you.
So I will fall in love with you when i meet you.

What is the boundary between being friends and being lovers?
Perhaps you only find out once you've crossed it.
My love,it may have started that day.

Our first meeting was by chance.
Our second meeting was by destiny.
If this is true,
is it also our destiny to pass each other by?

Why is it?Why is it?
That we think
it's so important
that we live without hurting anyone,i wonder?

You can't put your true feelings into words.
I can't express my important feelings.
If the two of us could exchange the feelings in our hearts would we see.....
Would we see that destiny was on our side...

There's so much I want to tell you.
There's so much I want to hear.
But,if after learning everything,our love breaks...
Then I'd rather be as i am now.

When I think about my friends....
When I think about the one I like....
There's something important that's always just out of sight...
Is there really anything out there i can count on?

I never even realized
so many people were there protecting me.
The important thing was that I
have to lose them to realize it.

When memories are made
it'll never be lost.
Only kept within out hearts,giving strength
with each passing moment.

Though I am unable to see the red strings attached to our fingers,
there's one thing i am ascertain of....
The feeling between our hearts,somehow connected...
This feeling....yes....it's a mutual love.....

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Akai Ito~PV

HY ~ 366 Nichi

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi datta
modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute
hajimete konna kimochi ni natta
tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte
kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae
soredemo ii kara

kanai mo shinai kono negai
anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru
sonna hakanai watashi no negai
kyou mo anata ni aitai

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi datta
itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite

hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau
ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?
demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?
kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante
omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito
mou nido to modore nakute mo
ima wa tada anata anata no koto dake de
anata no koto bakari

HY ~ 366 days

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
even though i knew you couldn't return, i want to be connected to you
it was the first time I felt this way
as time goes by we can still meet occasionally
because verbal promises were natural
i'm fine with it as well

this wish of mine which won't come true anyway
that you would fall in love with me again
such a transient wish of mine
today i want to meet you again

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
before I knew, you even refused to meet me

when i'm alone i start thinking
at that time, should i had rather forgotten(about you)?
but these tears are the answer, aren`t they?
i can't lie to my heart

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“Weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

i never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad
i realized that i was serious about you

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

you are someone inside me that i can't forget about, someone who offered me everything
even if you can never return anymore
right now it's only you, just you
nothing but you

ApRiLz!!

2009-04-14T06:14:00.001-07:00

n here comes april....!!it's already into the mid of april....so fast already.....well here comes 1 half of 3 months holz 4 me.....hehe started out this month wif a change of wallpaper on my desktop!!loving it every second since....

cool ambiance of colours...*heart*~my angelic afterlow...^^

well...holz started out quite boring at 1st...notin much to do....almost as if intention-less all of a sudden....haha quite lazy to start finding 4 a job as well....but i've got a job!!just finish 3 dayz work at low yat selling camera....my 1st time!!so noob at 1st...lolx...i dunno much about camera....but i learn pretty much a lot from there....so much thx to u all 4 teaching me!!though i felt liek i am much more an obstruction there....haha...a blank piece of paper i am or so they said....well seeing u guyz again this weekend!!cham....previous sales oni 1 camera....this week how....how jek....no more 'all stocks at klcc' excuse anymore...T.T...must jia you achieve sales....come buy camera from me ppl??mari??

oh yeah....i heard from radio while drivin 1 day....it's about punctuality in japan.....punctuality....sumtin dat u can really laugh at at malaysia.....it's so serious....every1's late no matter wat....well...i sumtimes am such as well!paiseh....but den when i heard dat punctuality in japan is so 'efficient' dat even the trains arrive on time and it cannot be used as an excuse for being late(train is a major transportation for work or anytin else)...if at anytime given the train was late,there'll be a card stating the train was late....so cool!!it's sumtin i'll put in heart to learn!!punctuality....to the fullest...well so far.....hehe still okla....i hav not arrive late 4 work or anytin else.....hope i can keep it up~!!!learn to be punctual!!

2day is so pek chek!!! >.< !! went bowling wif my cousin,her fren and juicytinsy.....not only i lost 2 round!!!T.T but sumore the lane we playin is faulty...lolx....imagine my ball masuk longkang can get spare.....u say skill boh??lolx...but okla..lost nvm...just game ma....but most pek chek is afta play finish jor wan go back....but i cannot unlock my car!!!jipet remote!!twice already happen!!T.T.....press til 40 mins oni can finally *dit dit*......wat the....!!!pek chek!!! >.< !!paiseh make every1 wait..sien sien......den go back d......meet wif rubbish lorry....lolx....things go so ngam???lorry block the road sumore....aizz.....so many things so coincidental??sumore this sort of things..!!

oh here's the sad things.....last sunday my father just complained of a pain in the lower right abdomen.....went hospital in the midnight check but they dunno wat is it(plus pay so exp!)...suspected kidney stones coz the kidney is swollen afta ultrasound taken....but i just feel the doctor liek so cincai....i mean....r u actually checking them properly??so slousy i feel sumtimes doctors...they're not doing it whole heartedly enuf.....den ask my father go c a urologist....and hav to pay everytin over again....so noob...aizz....sumore my father now dun feel so pain d....so he say no need waste money go c...i said dun be STUPID...u dun feel dun mean dun hav....soooo stuborn headed....later wan things be serious den oni go c??pek chek oni!!money oni....keep got use??no more find again na!!plus i'm not ur expenses anymore oso.....ZzZzZz....

oh huhu....i getting my lenses soon.....a courtesy from my sis.....check out her website at -.- www.i-geo.blogspot.com
it's quite affordable la i think.....so if ever u wanna change a newer look/type of lenses u can try them!!well i can't wait to try mine....:P OH!!special sem starting soon....!!T.T studying again........just hope i can add POM......eagerly waiting my results for last sem....hehe....anticipating my 'hardwork' results....huhu...well good luck to u all oso leh!!i'm sure mine not half as good as those jipet dean list students....but at least i wun fare too badly!!

~~LisT To WanNa Do~~
1)Fix the piano so i can learn my -to learn how to play- list of songs!!
2)Work work work~~money money money
3)Play play play~~fun fun fun
4)LEARN punctuality!!
5)Bowling!!Basketball!!Keep FIT!! ^^
6)FinD LoVe~~!!lolx....

pray Lord dat u'll bless us all wif good things.....good health.....pray dat everytin shall fall as You plan....dat my father may be cured of wateva sickness he has gained....dat we may all be bless wif journey mercy.....pray dat i'll be forgiven 4 all my wrong doings and my sins......dat i may repent over them....and hopefully be able not to repeat them....pray dat the 'temper' attitude may corrected in all of us.....dat way peaceful times shall be ahead......pray dat You'll help me and my family pass thru the obstacles we face and dat we may not lose heart on anytin....pray dat everytin will be fine....guide me and lead me to the path set right in Your eyes....i thank you for everytin!~~!and pray once more for forgiveness and dat i may learn in all things to come.....and dat i am able to play the piano like half a pro and find love too(just jokin...lolx)~!!
In Jesus name,i pray...AMEN~!!

SoNgZ~~
try Olivia's A little of pain from NANA!!
try Toploader-Dancing in the Moonlight!!

many kinds of ppl in this world.....

2009-03-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

but there's just 1 kind of ppl i really so much dislike....ppl who call one another hypocrites and judge them as if they were themselves so damn the bloody holy.....pls....look at the mirror urself....wat should hav turned out to be 'relaxing' and 'fun' became a judgemental place....i laugh at the very words spouted out....'God knows who u r'...duh!!thewise u??u dun even know a single thing and u claimed as though u're almighty...all-knowing....makes me wanna puke...just becoz u let ur bloody emotions take control and u spout out such words...look at the mirror n c if it's written GOD over ur forehead....

i understand when ppl say thing out of frustration and all things....u noe...anytin could happen....but WTF!!hell as if i ain't got no emotions....i hate getting blamed 4 no bloody reason at all!!i'm already so darn tired and just wanna hav some time of fun...n this is wat i deserve???hypocrite...lolx...or so i was called...oh wateva....ppl who puts on a mask when he goes out n another when he does another thing has absolutely no rights to using dat word....by right...no 1 has the rights....yeah but now there c0mes a 'holy' person wif the right to use it....yeah coz he deillussionised the word GOD on his forehead....no wonder he's acting all high n mighty.....wat a waste of time....but the sentence 'not everytin in this world in meant for u....definitely not every ppl is gonna be right wif u.....' is so darn true.....really.....wat is the meaning of frens this dayz??i guess the true meanings all died out....it's just an empty word afta all.....

and i actually said to one of my frens i'd keep the fouls off my mouth but i just can't do it now....i'm so darn bursting full wif energy inside me....i can't believe it!!!anytin can really happen...really....i feel so sorry for th world wif the kind of people liek dat out there....so darn pissed....ping yew i so understand how u feel.....dat in this world there r ppl who dun giv a damn of how other ppl feels cept 4 their own things....the world and it's ppl is so wagamama!!!perhaps i ought to do the same......i have sinned once again.....

huhu~~^^

2009-03-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

finalz is next week!!!is time to put ur lfie on the line to achieve ur goals....had beeeeenn so bzzz...wif assignments and projects and all at the last minute...haha!lucky everytin finally ended on friday which was yesterday!wanna thank si panda 4 helping me wif the video 4 my project...

this is the video i made...sorry 4 the blur font colours in the beginning...i did it the 1st time...din noe the quality will be so bad at youtube...

i wanted to put the Dissidia Version-To Zanarkand.....but it's too short...so i changed...aizz...i really love this piece of music.....can sum1 teach me play on the piano???pretty plsssss......i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really wan to learn to play this piece of music on the piano.....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

taken this from my fren's blog aka mister kelv....

and i have yet to receive news from AirAsia...perhaps this could only be a dream...haha....i've never been lucky in my life.....it's just never meant to be.....well...i guess my life just has to go on as it is now....finalz luu....though life's a bit sad nowadayz....i'm sure...there'll be things to look 4ward to the future....hmm.....i'm sure there is 1 now too...i'm sure....good luck 2 every1 for finalz....all the best n hav fun.....peace^^...time to study again....T.T

hmmpphh.....

2009-03-13T23:27:00.000-07:00

just submitted my application unto airasia yesterday....hopefully everytin turns out ok.....aizzz.....almost couldn't submit coz of kmc....luckily manage to connect into the server in the utmost last minute.....

yesterday was also my numec test.....the only test in which i am confident i could score 100....lolx...but turns out in the end...i'm just not 1 to get 100....lolx.....stupid silly mistakes....gosh!!darn ittttt!!!!

finalz is coming along.....feel liek i dun have enuf time to study.....just feel so heavy......so.....aizzz......thinking bout wat would happen in my future....i really dunno......i can't c a damn thing......oh...haha yesterday when i was chatting wif yap afta mcd yesterday....lolx....i decided to make myself a beta person...:P....dat is to cut alllllllll the dumb foul words coming out from my mouth.....it's not exactly dat i speak much of those but i do at times.....n dat is wat's gonna be cut off!!

looking back at my past.....i feel so funny....haha....really all the silly things i did.....nah it's just suddenly reminisce about the past......oh well....hahaha.....notin much to write oso leh....everytin's over.....it's the end of another sem....so soon....and tis past so much time......signals test on tuesday.....beta jia you 4 it n finalz too......wish all my frenz good luckz and all the best in finalz....

Watt's Going On...?

2009-03-05T03:41:00.000-08:00

The 3rd Watt's Performance Night has just ended!result?well i guess we faired pretty well.....many thanks to the people involved in realizing this event and oso to the audiences as well!!To those who hav no idea or watsoeva about it,it's an event where it is made for the music bands in my uni to perform their self-composed music....It turned out pretty well....Most of us was surprise to c many a big crowd of ppl overflowing into the DSS hall.....quantity wise,i guess it's very successful!!My last event to be made along wif my frens,i feel much accomplished....havin been a part of such a great event.....of course it's not all too perfect....but 4 being 1st timers....it's pretty darn good already...:P

In the making of this event,> 3 months had we started the preps.....n now.....the event itself is over.....time flies by so fast.....i can still remember when we had just our 1st meeting....n all of a sudden we're already at the hall itself....witnessing wat i can say 4 now....1 of the biggest event in Uniten....i'm just grateful dat everytin turns out well.....there had been struggles and obstacles especially when the clock was ticking fast towards the date of the event....sumhow everything was managed well enuf!!hearing compliments such as 'u guyz hav a very good management team!' was very pleasing to our ears...:P...hmmm!more so when it was from the TNC himself,kak sya and encik arrifin!!well...so far i've heard more positive feedback den negative ones....but i'm sure there's plenty of negative remarks and so i heard.....but wat's most important is we did our best!!n we ain't perfect no matter how....!!just thankful and grateful dat all the teams did their part very well!!till sumtimes i felt not too useful myself....hahahaha.....pls do 4giv me though.....if i had ever done anytin wrong or offended any1!!

this will serve as a very good memory 4 me.....the bands were great....everytin ran quite smoothly.....the dance and all......just awesome..!!even afta all the events dat i hav been part of....none seem to be able to fill me as much as this does......i'm sure every1 of us,despite being overly-busy and slacking on studies due to the making of this event especially the committes,i'm sure every1 feels good about this event!!will be putting up pics on the event later when i receive them....plus my 1st time wearing formal+blazer....lolx....i feel so stupid....hahahaha......so wierdo.....but it's all a very good experience!!i feel myself more 'changed'!!in a beta way.....

kinda miss it leh......ended already....haha......feel so 'freeeeeee' but more bz now.....coz many many many assignments to do and studies to catch up.....finalz is coming soon.....i need to brush myself up and get ready......brace the future!!!Thx every1 for giving me sucha good experience!!and to my frens thx for coming to support us!!i hope u all really realllly enjoyed it!!!time to go back to monotonous dull study life.........aizzz........T.T~~

the power of dreams.....my passion.....!!

2009-02-23T00:02:00.000-08:00

dreams....ever since i was young.....i had dreams....but as u noe...dreams were ever changing all the time depending on our own mood and interest at dat point of time....but....as i grow up i slowly noticed my passion.....which became my dream.....my dream dat could be my ambition as well.......my very desire to do.....dat thing 4 life perhaps......

as i woke up yesterday morning.....several....not so pleasurable things happened.....well....life's liek dat.....which prompted me to look 4 part-time jobs.....considering the situation i'm in now....but this oso helped me coincidentally to actually hav found a forum which tells me more about achieving my dream.....reading this forum....i actually feel dat my dream would become......a reality itself....i poured my attention 4 the next 3 hours scouring thru the posts previous ppl had posted.......

i fulfilled every requirement needed.....almost all,xept 4 swimming(dunno swim......)....all i needed was the chance to get interview and pass all its test to be accepted.....i'd be more den willing to try out 4 it.....put my heart my passion my soul unto it......just so dat i can fulfill this dream of mine.....i'm willing to stop halfway on my engineering to pursue this if given the chance.....but there's so many doubts.....soooo many.....till i begin to doubt myself.....was it possible....i thought....all this years.....will this just stay as a dream 4 me??i will pray....pray hard....4 this chance to be mine.....to finally grasp the sky wif my own 2 hands....to feel....the meaning of 'freedom'...........mmmmmm..........!!

n so i decided to package everytin well enough 4 a good 1st impression.....mending my common looking resume....trying to find ways to excite it in a good format.....i'm so excited.....dat afta reading all the post....i hav no need for waiting 4 the intake to open....but just go n send ahead 1st 4 the interview and test....n possibly den if i pass i can wait till the next intake to enter.....i'm really praying dat this might actually work out.....n dat i can actually pass dat awfully hard test(or presumably so)...my dream cannot be taken down just liek this!!!bless me oh Lord~~!!!

MAS or Air Asia.....only 2 possibilities 4 me to apply.....as SQ only takes in their 'home' citizens....hmmm...actually air steward oso not bad geh if cannot be pilot....but air steward's job is so hectic....'service' kononnya.....i can c unappreciative and tak munasabah faces of the 'clients/customers' already.....sumtimes outrageously obnoxious!!air steward/stewardess are oso humans pls!!!dun make things hard 4 every1!!.....=.=""""".......humans ain't born perfect@@!!hopefully......pray dat i may succeed!!!my dream to fly!!!!!vrrrrroooooommmmm!!!!!seronoknya.....:P

2day is dreams day.....because as i was looking 4 part-time jobs.....i found something interesting.....hehe....atasteboutique.com as they call themselves.....they have liek so many creations of cakes!!so lovely!!nyaamm nyaamm~~!!!i have alwayz thought of becoming a pastry chef too!!!because i love to eat sweet things and c pretty things!!though i ain't good at art itself.....but i appreciate the beauty of pretty artworks!!just makes ur mouth drool and ur heart melts!!!but i din noe where to start.....and my parents wouldn't allow such things to happen....lolx....i guess...it's only possible to become my hobby baking sweet things liek cookies and cakes....T.T......try out atasteboutique.com....it's got many lovely designs on cakes.....gosh...i wanna work there int he kitchen....hehehe.......makes me wanna bake cookies already....gonna try out something this weekend......sumtin cheap....yet tasty!!!cooking n baking^^my favzz!!!

i personally love this!! coz it's pinkish and pretty(cute too!!)!!!:P
(www.atasteboutique.com)

engineering is so so not fitting 4 me....aizz...but the only choice 4 me....with/without interest.....i can only continue wif so lil passion....still amazed at how i can actually continue in a state liek this......but den.....so many years liao....gradually becoming better...lolx....mebe used to it d....study study oni loh.....aizz....helps me in applying for a CPL(Commercial Pilot License) coruse too...:P....helps me get a place easier without a big shot recommendation.....awww....but thiknig bout the debts i'm gonna hav to bear afta grad....oso dunno how...mebe work 1 year or so 1st....and 25 go apply....coz 26 is age limit.....T.T......so olllllddddd.................need save money d now.....jobs pls gimmeee......gimme jobsss pls......money and cash beta.....:P....let everytin go well plsss!!!!

songss!!-been listening much to instrumentals this day....OST from FF and hanazakiri kimi no tachi e!!it's been good....and found some rather good singers....but forgot the names and i'm not at my laptop now....writing from cendi...lolx.....anyway will post some up...soon....if i feel liek it....thx 4 reading newayz....:P

just end wif a simple prayer......
Lord help us in our ways...for we alone cannot bear to take our path by ourselves...less we make mistakes more and more till they becomes....unbearable.....guide us each day as we go along....in decisions we can't make or can make, guide us still and lead us to the path dat has been set right by You.Let us not falter to temptations or any wickedness and strengthen us to guard all evil....i pray for every1 dat they may all be bless abundantly according to Your will....Bless us all wif good health....Bless us all in everytin we do dat we do it right in Your eyes....Pray dat everytin goes well 4 me and every1 too.....Forgive us all 4 our wrongdoings and set us right from wrong.....Pray and thank you Lord.....In Jesus name....Amen!!

gathering!!

2009-02-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

oh finally....after so many weeks serene has been in malaysia,only now we get to gather....though oni a total of 6 ppl gathered and 1 unknown to me....still it's good...haha...mebe having little ppl is beta oso...no need so....cramp i guess....lolx...

reached mun's hse at around 11 sumtin....poor amanda who's still waiting 4 mun to fetch her who happened to be waiting 4 us to reach his hse 1st...lolx.....omg...mun's dog is so cute...hahaha....the 1st thing i did was play wif his dog...hahaha....seriously damn cute weh....but alwayz keep bite n lick....mun can i borrow ur dog 4 a week????pretty pls??lolx...not much to do at 1st....coz still waiting 4 every1 to gather...so meanwhile me n jason prepared the snacks dat r about to be deep-fried later....can't believe he bought alphabetic nuggets...lolx....feel like small kidz only later when eat...haha....n den all the small details......blaa blaa....

ta-da!!amanda has reached!!lolx..n begins our small lil gathering wif chicken wings...alphabetic nuggets....kacang....wasabi peas and a bottle of chivas and red wine...!!ok...i dun really drink/like alcholic drinks...but den just to follow suit i had a lil only leh....so i was sober all the time....otherwise i'd miss the drunkard dramas of the night...lolx...oh we played poker too!using mahjong chips....1 chip is 50 sens...nice game....i got win!!fun fun...getting to bluff them even though i hav not exactly good cards...haha got 1 game i got notin at all...but i still win!...coz every1 fold...hahahaha......but poor me.....i get whacked by every1 on the thigh.....it's liek i can c hand prints on them....i'm sorry serene....4 putting my hand prints on urs....even leh...:P

by 5am most of them was drunk already......especially amanda....who started tokin funny already...she was tokin wierd....real wierd....haha damn farnee la....n neither she nor serene could walk properly.....serene bad r......do sum bad bad things...haha....but pray u may be forgiven....hahaha....by 6 am we're suppose to leave already....supposedly fetching serene back b4 her parents wake up as she's headed to church....but amanda kept wanting to play turtle....n when no 1 was able to bother her...she just kept saying play play play turtle....if not dun wan go back....lolx....1st time c she drunk till liek dat...

the 1st time din sleep 1 bit at all the whole night...lolx....okla...once a while is quite fun geh...hang around wif frens n all....lolx...n oso the 1st time no call to me on my phone....i guess 1st time is great at times eh.....sumore go eat dim sum at 8 sumtin.....but not nice de....aiz....i guess dat's about it leh.....serene wait u come back at the end of the year again den we gather lagi....we wun tell nick bout it...:P

i guess dat's bout it all....2molo going out wif jon they all.....rarely get to hang out leh....looking 4ward to it....some time off my so sien life.......aizz...hav to start studying d......din do anytin this 2 dayz except play.....cham cham......pray pray!!n my language bar is sumtin wrong...can't type jap.....sien....hungry....but fat...sobz....this post so random.....but dunno wat to write...life is so sien.....aizz......go eat....

Home Swe... home?<---きらい　きらい

2009-01-21T03:05:00.000-08:00

home....a topic i'm sure 99% wat most ppl could actually write many good things about....home sweet home some may define and some other perhaps lovey dovey home???and as the chinese new year holidayz draws near....home....is so much nearer.....for many.....

on monday....i was feeling not so well in the morning as i woke up....but still i thought it was liek normal and wasn't too much a problem.....and i went to liang wen there in the afternoon to take a quick nap but den was not able too....and nite came....after takin Jr's nasi goreng cina in coe....i couldn't even finish it(considering how i treat food)...becoz the food was problematic....it made my condition worst.....as the meeting went on...it worsen....i was drowsy and all cold and hot at the same time....din noe i was having fever already....at about 10 i really felt liek i could faint anytime....so quickly after the meeting i headed home....praying dat i'm kept safe by His hands as i drove home....

Thankfully i reached home b4 i actually felt liek collapsing....i put my hands on my forehead...n i realised it is actually.....burning.....it was already close to 11.....but i needed to shower....yet my sister who took her time slowly in the bathroom didn't care....so i just quickly did wat i agreed wif yee siong afta meeting 4 the booth things....and i'm so sorry i couldn't do better....i had only an ounce of strength left in me....as i showered and stroke my body....it felt as if i was peeling my skin off and it hurts....and i could barely stand as i find myself on the wall....as i came out of the shower....i needed to take a towel from my parent's room but they were air-conditioned soooo cold....and since i was still soggy from after-shower...i asked my sister to get the towel for me.....and here the story begins......

wat she told me??"I'm not free now....i'm busy...go take urself...."wat was she doing??doin her pathethic nonsense in front of her laptop.....she couldn't afford to take a few steps out of her room to help me get the towel...and so i forced my pitiful self to take it.....could u feel how dissapointed i was??it wasn't the 1st time in anytin.....as i thought to myself.....once she herself had fallen into a fever last year...and my parents went to sleep....askin me to check on her b4 i sleep....despite having disagreements many a times wif her....dude she was sick....i tot this is wat a brother should do....i changed her towel and check if she was ok....b4 i went to sleep....i made sure she had water beside her table if she woke up and needed to drink....and even just last week....when they were all asleep and the elctricity tripped a while in the middle of 2 am sumtin.......i took the courtesy to go and restore their air-cond...so their sleep may not be disturbed......n here's wat.....

AM I SOHAI????!!!!!MEBE BLOODY FUCKING CIBAI SOHAI??????y the fuck do i have to do this....hey!i took care of my high fever on my own....i slept at 4am peacefully...while changing the towels myself....i din ask no 1 to help me....nah!not liek any1 cared....i din even complain.....i stuck resting in my room the whole tuesday and my father tot i was playin the whole day!....even while writing this my head's spinning liek crazy!!!who would come n ask how the hell r u???n as i realized how sohai i am....truly!!if u sum up the pain in my head my body my insides!!it wouldn't even amount to the pain in my heart.....i'm so freaking disappointed.......FUCKING disappointed.......is this wat i am??a piece of shit??dat when u wan wat u wan u come n ask me and i shall provide it to u everytime??ur homeworks??drive u to ur frens hse??drive u outside to buy things???things liek dat?!and when i ask u 4 sumtin u'd gimme the bloody response "wait la....not free....bzzz???"!!and u urself would giv others the bloody black face when u get replied in dat way??!!oh sure...den u'll just say "hell i did".....humans behaviour at its best....DENIAL......

but den again....i'm the black sheep of the family...it's only logical dat things liek this happens....afta all..i'm just a failure ain't i??yeah....this is wat the world has labeled i am.....despite how disappointed i felt.....i did not shed a tear despite being a chou-do emotional person....coz none of ur damned selves deserved any......i told myself....this is prove of wat i am.....for this...i shalt only work 4 myself....all 4 myself.....putting myself in this misery......for as long as am needed....till i find wings...to free myself....since it is such.....i can only pray...dat myself be forgiven....for i hav and will go against the commandments for doing this...but i can take it no longer....no matter wat i do.....it'd be me at fault and it'd be me dat's wrong.....but i care no longer.....in fact i actually hoped i'd died sumhow or rather....but den again....wif dat thought and dead....i'd end up in hell...not sumtin worth trading becoz of them eh??

i'm so sorry.....i'm being so vulgar...but i dun really care no more....if u show me shit i will fuck u....if u show me good i will be good to u....coz i dun giv no shit anymore....not to any1......i'm tired of being treated liek an asshole....i hav temper as well....dun test me....

well to those not concern,i'm sorry for having u read such a -not me- kind of post.....thx for actually reading it....coz in the end...u might hav cared even if it's just a lil....dun worry i'm still a good person.....peace and God Bless to ya all.....just dat now.....home<->family,lies no meaning within me......

P/S:Appreciate wat ya'll ppl hav....sorry again for such a post....it has relieved me....
Wat's my raison d'etre??-1)God is ultimately my raison detre......even if i shall fail him.....
And hav a blessed happy Chinese New Year!!!!

2009

2009-01-06T07:19:00.000-08:00

2009......
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1)Praying dat i can be more diligent.....more faithful to Him....
2)Praying dat sumhow my interest in the world will stop decreasing.....as in life itself.....
3)Praying dat sumhow....sumhow....i'll manage thru my life......
4)Ignoring all sorts of disappointment life brings in.....
5)Praying dat everything goes well in just about everytin for every1......
6)Praying perhaps.....this year will be the year my plans r successfully executed.....
7)Praying for a consistent good health.....for every1 in need.....and 4 my so young yet so old body......
8)Praying dat there'll be more beautiful songs ahead of this year......
9)Praying for my dearest frens who means much to me and to be able to giv a lil more time meeting up.....
10)Praying dat sumhow....the economy would not go too bad till it affects too much......
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わたし　の　ねがい
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~　もう　はずれ　ならない
~　わたし　の　そんざい　の　いみ　で　さがしてる　ほしい
~　もっと　にほんご　に　ｊｉｂｕｎ‐お　べんきょう　しましょう
~　かみ‐さま　に　もっと　ちかく　なりたい　んだ　
~　もっと　すごく　の　ｊｉｂｕｎ　ｊｉｓｈｉｎ　です
~　もっと　つかえる　の　任ぎぇん　に　なりたい　んだ
~　もっと　めでたし
~　こうかてき　の　ひと　で　なりたい！！
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KuRiSuMaSu no TaBiMoNo......

2008-12-28T21:27:00.000-08:00

it's christmas and the journey begins!!!on the early morning of christmas we set out 4 our destination....butterworth!!it's our cousin sister's wedding 2molo!!!this relatives of mine all gets married very early....the older cousin sis got married when she was.....rather young....around 21 years old if i'm not mistaken.....sumhow i still remember we used to call her hamburger.....though the reason why seem to hav left my mind now....

as usual....as we headed out to the highway, i switched wif my father for driving...as i was the only 'spare' driver available.....as i sat n ease myself wif a comfortable position at the steering wheel, reminiscence of my past came back to me.....i griped the steering wheel hardly as a response to dat!!but no worries it's not liek wat u thought.....it's just...sumtin else......but driving on the PLUS highway is rather tiring......n sickening to the fact dat there's plenty of reckless drivers who hav not an ounce of patience in them....n so i drove till a persimpangan rehat sumwhere b4 ipoh b4 i switched wif my father again.....n den....

ta-daa!!!we're in pacific penang mall!!to meet my ever-so-cold brother who came down to butterworth in his frens hse the day b4 from penang.....it's been almost 1 year since i came here.....notin much has changed....still the same.....oh berlin hotel had changed to dunno wat palm pacific hotel......but we're gonna stay at some rather cheap hotel...budget!!save money....but the place is rather.....stenched coz there's a wet market outside it...just some rows away in this placed called apollo.....is my relative selling asam laksa on christmas day.....despite her daughter getting married 2molo....money is scarce and every chance to earn a lil extra is neva missed(real hardworking bunch).....life has been better for them now den b4......well her asam laksa is terrific!!most probably the best....in the beginning....now oso okla...but just the flavour is tilt to suit all kinds of ppl......but den still very nice!!

on the 26th we went to penang in the morning coz my bro need to go back to work 4 half day b4 takin leave....lolx....n while we were waiting outside PG-12 where he's working we were sighting 4 possible candidate 4 my bro....haha.....at 1st is 4 my sis....seeing which guy is applicable....just a joke made to pass time....but 80% of the gurls dat came out had guyz in nice cars waiting 4 them....lolx....sumhow it seems so familiar the style....hahaha......lunch was cendol!!awesome teochew cendol near prangin mall there......they used cane sugar ice to make the ais....no wonder leh......sumhow cane sugar is popular in penang.....but nice nice....hehe....but the loh mee there is sucks sucks sucks(no taste langsung).....actually...penang dun really hav great food.....the char kuay teow oso......i think my char kuey teow oso beta....hahahahaha.....plus penang food is exp.....but the only thing i think is nice is the fatty western food sumwhere in i dunno where.....probably the only thing i'd recognize as quite good food...lolx....most important is i got to buy my fav tao sar piah!!!!this time is the famous him heang.....go there no more big box buy....oni left small box....so early finish.....

went back to butterworth in the afternoon....as preparation 4 the dinner at the female family side is getting ready......47 tables to be exact...just the relatives on the female side......lolx......n it's a one of a kind wedding dinner.....uniqueness......one thing dat is so special in this place......is the abundance of liveliness in the people......the suasana here is so meriah.....incomparable in any other place....n the best is....my yi-po is an absolutely nice person.....alwayz so excited about us comin and all....n not to mention very 'hak hei'.....i think each day we kept eating till we drop coz they kept giving us good things to eat...lolx.....

my yi-po and yi-chiong wif cousin sis,May in her gorgeous gown and family wif tai gu ma.....

my elder cousin sis,Yen and her 2 sons,Wei Wei and Chi Chi.....both oso so cute....hahaha....but wei wei was rather quiet and all....in front of us.....
n chi chi was soooooo good at sweet talking despite being 5 years old....haha....n really smart too.....he even asked me to come again next year n den he will giv me a flower....hahaha so cute la he.....u should hav seen him laugh.....when i tickled him...hahaha......amusing.....:P

The bridesmaid and bridegrooms walking down the aisle.....haha.....granite aisle....

hav u ever eaten a wedding dinner of this kind???well at least i haven't....haha is a great experience.....n this proves dat....wedding is not about where it's held......but how it's kept.....haha it's so lively....really.....everyone was speaking in hokkien(dun really understand...lolx....) and there was even a stage where people sing n dance on....haha....so noisy and all...so meriah.....and everyone drinking tiger beer.....lolx.....
my sis and younger cousin sis,Pei Wen and my mum...
me n my younger cousin sis.....
my bro my sis and my father......

me n my lovely mum.....

me mum and cousin sis in her next day wedding gown!!

us us!!

my yi-po who 'ng se tak' this cucu nya yang mau kahwin dah......

haha my parents yum cha.....my mum liek so happy...hahaha....

family pic wif newly weds!!

haha my toilet-freak brother freaking out in happiness after seeing the big toilet....hahaha!!the only possible time u can c him laugh liek this......unusual happening....hahahaha~!!

the wedding dinner at a primary school hall of the male's side......87 tables.....i think the bridesgroom's yi ma gu jie all oso come....hahahaha......damn a lot leh......87 tables.....

plus got indian belly dance sumore....n more singing on stage!!!......hahahahaha......damn fun wedding dinner!!the small gurl at the right damn good at it and she alwayz seems to enjoy it very much.....lolx.....

me and my younger cousin sis,Pei Wen....

after the dinner my family went down to taiping over to my father's cousin place.....n stayed there 4 the night b4 leaving the next morning.....sumhow.....though the journey is tiring...but den...it's lotsa fun...coz we hav such good relatives in the north....hehe compared to the relatives in kl.....n the biskut wangi we wan buy from sungai mas sudah habis...can't even buy 1....but the owner so good....'yong' us 1 packet ppl tempah d de...coz he noe we come from kl....haha...beta den the 323 biskut wangi......damn lc.....dun go TAIPING 323 BUY BISKUT WANGI!!hahahaha.....go sungai mas de!!well....a very happy journey!!i wan c chi chi n wei wei next year.....hahaha.....

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Now playing: Avalon - We Are The Reason via FoxyTunes

tired~tired~tired~~~

2008-12-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

new sem.....gotten pretty much more obese.....tired.....reluctant to continue life as it is.....disappointed.....n none would understand how i feel.....

holz....was empty.....pretty much stuck at home watching shows and doin notin....coz there's no job at all!!the world's recession is sooooo bad.....i hav to check my spending even tighter den b4......other den some occasional help out at my father's office...there wasn't much to do....wasted myself in shows and some games....but oso hardly play games...apparently no much mood for it.....

Watt's night is approved...good news....meaning lotsa works to come too.....christmas play is coming.....christmas is coming......many holidayz 4 this sem....meaning....many chances for procrastination.....but seemingly....the last result had much of an impact on me.....i'd actually done my revision n tutorials 4 the week....sumtin even i would shun to believe if were told....but hopefully i can keep this up....slowly n slowly....i'm changing......

well...smss reunion is on next friday.....can meet back old old frens.....hehe though sum of them may not be in malaysia currently.....but well...at least some outing 4 me....!!hopefully everytin goes well 4 me now....havin some financial crisis.....hopefully can be solved smoothly.....gotta pray!!so far everytin is still intact....so i should make efforts to do beta......hope still got......jia you every1!! and to me!!

oh well...here's the cheesecake cake dat has yet been post den....

recently....i've been listening to Round Table(sum feat. Nino)....hav very good vocalist and songs...which really suits me...:P perhaps mebe u can search sum n listen 4 urself...:P
really good songs....!!

Streusel Ordeal.....aizz......

2008-11-20T05:35:00.000-08:00

Target Product:
1. Newyork Cheesecake
2. Apple Streusel Coffeecake....(pizza cake mebe??)

Result:
1. Masih Boleh La.....
2. Disappointing........

Ok....so 2day i was suppose to bake this 2 cakes i mentioned above.....afta 2 dayz of planning and imaginative training in my head...i presume i'd do fairly well baking 2 cakes in a day.....so i started out liek this!!

had everytin prepared already...so just start work!!but really really tired...coz yesterday nite dota till 4am.....omg.....is bad...so i fell sick 2day.....'over-tiredness'......i almost too 'lazyly-tired' to do.....but aiyoh......haha...i'm a determined man!!

ohoh!!long time no do this!!separate the egg yolk from the egg white!!!very fun loh actually...especially when u get to c ur skills in not making the yolk break...lolx!!

hand very tired.....coz manual mixing on the 'yet to be softened cream cheese'......getting it to mix thoroughly is a good way of working out the muscles of my hand...haha....tired loh....nanti dota no energy click....

my pinkish topping 4 the cheesecake!!haha my fav pink egg-o strawberry marshmallow!!!and the 'on baking' cheesecake at the back.....waiting 4 the cake to finish baking i turn to my 2nd soon to be ridiculous cake prep......the 2nd recipe very fast finish prepared d...quite simple.....yes.....really.....ridiculously simple.....

until the part where i am suppose to srpinkle the streusel topping.....but the streusel topping i made is much more liek a lump...how to sprinkle??!!wat the heck....

plus afta my cheesecake finished baking n was awaiting cooling.....i realize i hav no other baking pan.....coz cannot take the cheesecake out now.....luckily.....boleh borrow from my neighbour.....but...lolx....but my cake was suppose to be in an 8-inch pan....i oni got the smallest 10-inch pan......therefore......this is the result.....2gether wif the ridiculously streusel topping.....(u can c my creativeness in art where i have gotten notin but red marks most of the time...:P)

pizza pancake,ridiculously top-ed streuselly??

ahhh....hopefully a beta pic presentation from the cheesecake 2molo when it's done...:P...at least....should be much much beta den this dumb 'streusel" apple pizza pancake....aizz....

pinki pinki~~!!

2008-10-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

oh...was feeling a lil stressed so i thought i ought to do a lil...lolx....gosh i've been hit by the pinki wave.....

my lil pinkish desktop!!!lolx...nice eh??oh...look i hav 50++dl rate on bitcomet...sumtin i dun get quite often.....

well...was watching the movie a walk to remember the day b4 yesterday.....yeah kinda outdate but i read the book already....so it was liek i already knew the story n how i'd end....lolx...so i was liek watching the show....n the moment they met(this 2 main cast) i started sheding tears oredi....aizz.....n as it goes on at wateva touching or sad moments lolx...i'll find tissues to damp my tears all over my thermo notes out in front of me!!but it's reallllllly.....sooooooo emotionally touching....lolx....really loved it.....n the songs r pretty nice too!!well...haha.....can't really link anytin 4 now coz my internet speed is being dominated by my bitcomet.....well mandy moore rocks!!!:P

well time to study already....LA next.....aizz.....can i keep myself going???gambate loh.....wif the help of Lord i wanna do the best 4 myself n 4 Him....dat i may not stain His glorious name...wahahaha......BM rocks 2day!!did quite well....wahahaha.....fruit of labour??u reap wat ya sow!!!

Try Mandy Moore's cry though u have already heard of it and You by Switchfoot too!!
as i watched naruto,they've got some cool artist which i found....halcali!!try listening to them too!!

Mandy Moore-Cry + Only Hope
Switchfoot-You
Halcali-Long Kiss Good Bye + Twinkle Star

finalz-ly!!

2008-10-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

wahaha...just came back from the 1st paper 2day...BM....gosh....thank God it went well...haha supposedly to wake up at 5 am this morning to revise all the notes 1 shot but instead woke up at 715!!....aizz.....but lucky i reviewed dat which was imp....haha...i manage to do it....presumably well leh i guess...haha....despite having a bad waist sitting there the whole day...gosh i wonder when this waist of mine will be a ok.....it's killin me....well time to do LA thermo and circuits b4 having E1....goshy......no slacking now eh.....all the best to those takin E2 2moloz....

well is good 2day!!i hav 50++ kb dl rate in bitcomet!!wahaha....good news comes abundantly!!

Lord i pray u will make me well again....n a good waist!!!grant me wisdom and intelligence plus journey mercy!!thank You God!!

A thing in me.....

2008-10-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

The clock shows at 7:23p.m. as i looked unto it.Dinner was over,thereafter where everyone sat along the living room watching television.While doing the dishes,i pondered out to the window where the remaining raindrops fulfills their last task of the soon to end day.As the silent rhythm of raindrops filled the air,it was disrupted by an ominous laughter.Walking past the other residents of this home,despite the ever-noisy environment,a silent and empty feeling stirs deep within me.Almost as if,my very own existence have but no meaning.

I took a stroll outside in the nearby streets,in hopes of relinquishing the feeling that has but numerously caused pain and suffering.With the clearing of the rain clouds,many stores are seen attracting customers on the once again bustling streets as people started to fill the streets.As i walked down along this street,fear gripped me harder with each step.My head ducks down as i noticed the gazes from the oncoming passer-by-s.Couples,families,or even group of friends.I was sure.It definitely only me,the only one,who's.......alone.I quickly evaded a crowd of people and exited into a less crowded or rather an empty and abandon street,as tears begin to roll down my cheeks.It felt.....as though i could die,just from this.As i stood in the street of nothingness,i cried and just cried.

Sitting on a little corner,i wondered,would anyone search for me if i were gone too long?Will there be someone who cared for me,and ask if i was doing well at all?As i recalled the happy families,the happy couples or the happy group of friends that passed me by,i can see happy faces and hear the laughter they have."It would've been fun,right?"i said to myself while forcing a faint smile on my tearful face.Perhaps,this place is where i should belong to.A lonesome place for a lonely person.Suddenly,i felt heavier drips dropping from my cheeks.Droplets of water came splattering down on the ground once more.Is the sky shedding its tears along with me?

I sat here not knowing how much time has passed.All there was,is a cloudy and dark night and a flickering lamppost.Shivering with cold,a sudden thought passed though my mind.A glimpse of the future this thought gave me,lifted me from the heavy suffering and pain i've felt,giving me a few seconds of what could be called 'joy'.My face lightened as i digest the thought deeper.Perhaps it was destiny that i was led to this place,for this thought to happen at this very place.A part of the brightly-lit moon can be seen now as the clouds slowly shifts,as though a ray of hope has shone down unto me.Then again,would i be able to make this decision unwaveringly?

Tanjobi omedeto!!!ni-juu ich sai(machigata)no sheryl-ba saan!!

2008-10-22T08:27:00.000-07:00

Just minutes b4 it reaches 12:00am in Malaysia,but it has already touched past 12 am in aussy....2day(in a few minutes time) is sheryl's burfday!!she has approximately reached 2,107,102 million years by now if i'm not mistaken.....just wanna wish u a very blessed n happy burfday, your very ancient one..~~!!

how long hav i known u eh??i think possibly around 6-7 years already??well...haha i remember knowing u bunch of ppl beta from the the incident of the "cursed 4 whom touches dat chat book"....lolx...i was alwayz trying to steal a chance to read dat silly book becoz i'm such a 8 person(alwayz haven been)....ahahaha....but den at least i've a good fren liek u....yeah.....good fren....hmm...let me c....haha can't think of any dat makes u good but oh well!!i'm sure there's a lot!!:P

lolx....u're so gonna kill me 4 putting this pic....but wahahaha....i managed to keep this pic while u forcibly made me delete all the others....lolx!!i think it's about 2 years d....or 3??was when lyvia's farewell gathering....hahaha!!this pic fails not to make me joyful whenever i look at it!!:P

well....i dun really hav any present prepared 4 u.....so i'm sorry la...hehe....sinc eu're so far away pun..~~!!so i'll just list a few on a prayer list 4 u....:P

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PraYer LisT~BurfDaY WiSh

>Pray of course dat wateva wish u hav on ur burfday shall be made true 4 every bit dat is possible!!

>May u find joyful and tearful-happiness in ur curent relationship(n may i not be tipu lagi~~!!)plus successfulness thruout the present n to the future!!

>May u have good,utmost healthy health~~!!most important besides God...etc.having balanced diet,being non-anoxeric~~!!thankfully u hav yet to reach dat level but please be utterly concerned wif it~~!!

>May u find ur true goal in wat u wanna do in ur future career!!May God guide u and lead u and neva be afraid for failures is but a stepping stone to success!!!
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saigon ni wa,tada ippai no omedeto omedeto ni agemashou!!!hontou ni ureshii date kimi wa boku no o tomodachi desu!!!kyo wa o tanoshii mi de narimashou yo!!haha....gomen ne.....zenzen jyouzu de wa nai atashi no nihongo....haha.....warui n'da!!mou seichou n'da da na sheryl-chan.....mou kodomo wa nai....ima wa seijin darou ne!!!hahaha....odaiji kudasai ne...iro iro ni gambarimashou!!!wasurenai yoo konno tomodachi!!!tanjobi omedeto!!!

well pls click on the youtube to play ur happy burfday song!!!both of them!!!o tanoshii mini!!

SigNed,
HonTou no YuuJin(wahahaha)~~!!
ReY-SaMa desu kara!!:P

Corrine May-HaPPy BuRfDaY 2 U!!

Yui-HappY BuRfDaY 2 U!!

ObSeSSioN or PerFecTioNisM???

2008-10-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

i've notice a thing or two about me all this while....i'm not much of a shopaholic or a fashion-able person....u wun c me in outrageously fashion-able clothes or following any current trend or sum sort.....in fact i'm a fashion idiot....lolx...i just wear wat i think dat matches.....

but!!i hav a thing 4 shoes...lolx....in fact i spent more on shoes den i do on clothes.....which brings me to the topic of this post!!i really love my shoes...n wouldn't think twice on buying any shoes dat i would deem beautiful or worthy in my eyes and even possibly 2 of a kind....

i really love shoes....or preferably....MY shoes!!lolx...n u know wat??i've not even wore this shoe 4 more den 10 times ever since i bought it on the year 2006.....i alwayz hav a feeling of buying 2 things of a kind....liek 2 of the same type of shoes.....as i can actually KEEP 1 of it while i can use the other....i really dunno y would i feel dat way....it's the same wif every other stuff...

luckily it oni happens on practical and 'affordable' items only....no way i could afford buying 2 psp!!or 2 cars.....or 2 hse??no!!i dun beliv dat i'm a white elephant....i put them to good use.....1 4 sight only....the other 4 use only...lolx!!c...they're of use...i'm liek wanting to hav dat item to be perfect while having the pleasure to use them as well without having to damage or dirty or aytin to happen to them.....am i wrong??or just plain silly and stupid??

i love my psp!!brought me lotsa fun time during my free time den having them wasted!!

another thing is food....sumtin i really.....really.........reallyyyy need to keep myself controlled from.....all this years of constant eating has really.....whenever i feel stressed or hav lotsa of things to think about.....i'd eat....eat......eat........and just eat.......despite not feeling hungry.....well...it's fine if it was back in those years....but.....now....i really dun feel young anymore....yeah i think i probably.....mebe...yeah surely has gotten....aizz.....fatter den my previous self......due to the lack of exercise as well....i've become a pig!!

i remember as each time i enter a supermarket or any convenient store i'd grab wateva seems favourable to me.....but now......i'd hav to think twice and tell myself thrice and hold myself 10 times from grabbing dat sinful temptation!!arghhh!!!!which reminds me....i finished a real big box of chocolates just in a week.....which......my bro brought back from langkawi......chocolates.....another sinfulllllll item!!

but they're just....just sooooooooo...............................mum mum!!!in fact half of my pay from each time i worked part'o'time....is spent on food...delicioussssss food....wahahahaha!!self control pls.....pls.......but eating only can drive me to sit down properly n study!!i think it's more of a habit already.....i can't sit still without food.....lolx...dat explains my extensive layer of.....aiz.....

i really need to study......i really hope i hav obsession in studying...at least i wouldn't need to push myself to study.....i hate myself.....well....time to push myself to study again....lolx....i oni finished typing out the assignment 4 the talk on thermo this morning....i'm really wasting lotsa time....work work work!!

for this post i wanna intro Casker-a one-person project that consists of Lee Juno [이준오] (programming, synths, samples, dsp) with Lee Yung Jin [이융진] (vocals) and Lee Jin Wook [이진욱] (acoustic and electric pianos)*credited over by soompi forums*

i really love the voice of Lee Yung Jin and their music is really soothing and refreshing....
p/s:there's 2 songs dat features casker's vocalist which is in Epik High-One & Epik High-Love Love Love....really worth to check it out...thx and hope ya enjoy!!

Top:The album cover(amazing!)Bottom:Casker 2-member(Lee Yung Jin & Lee Jin Wook)

Casker-Discoid(Live)

Epik High-Love Love Love

QuIz...

2008-10-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

A lil sumtin i found on my fren's blog.....i kinda liek this sorta 'psychological' stuff....haha so i guessed i'd giv it a try...well c 4 urself if it's accurate a not~~!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

Intelligence Interval	Cognitive Designation
40 - 54	Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69	Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84	Below average
85 - 114	Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129	Above average
130 - 144	Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159	Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175	Extraordinary genius

sobz!

2008-10-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

oh mi gosh!!!i almost couldn't enter.....coz the dumb thingy said my email does not exist when i log in n i kinda forgot which email i used...!!!!ish ish~!!!oh well...it's late so i beta finish this blog!!just came back from a long meeting 2day....liek 3 hours....lolx....n it was raining alllllll the way home.....was so afraid i couldn't c a brand new day....lolx....nono!!well just a lil sumtin dat happen 2day......

hmmm....so it was afta class.....n we went over to the food court to grab our tea time.....n blaaa blaa blaa.....so there was 4 of them when they started a discussion on this certain topic......n lolx....out of curiosity i joined them!!!guess wat....the topic's on relationship.....kinda sumtin dat's quite argumentative.....1 was so called seeking advices on a certain sumtin....while i was caringly trying to fill myself in.....as i listened i was much more able to understand the purpose of the discussion.....so he was givin out his opinions n all....n wat he needs....a cautious type of person...but yet tooooo cautious.....he's too worried about small things(ok not so small....but yes.....smallllllll) dat might actually let him lose sight of wat's gooooood......he said 'in the time when i was naive i did this n this' when we asked him to mention sum of his personal experience....n i was like....wat the???naive???he kept repeating dat...dude!!really none can be less naive den u were when any1 started....love is blind ain't it??so y stress on naivety??in fact love should be dat!!or is it??coz....y so serious???dun keep saying naive....wateva age we'll be just dat....perhaps oni when love is naive itself can it be closest to true love??perhaps??i dunno...lolx...well.....i'm thinking dat he's trying to find a perfect relationship in the way he speaks of it.....but in my opinion...relationships can be anytin but perfect!!just look at ourselves....n u can c many flaws already.....take a look at this blog....they're so mundane!!dat's a flaw....y being so cautious in everytin??i dun really understand dat...i mean i do get the meaning and purpose of dat....but....logically it's not really of any use rite??becoz....from observation,analysis,communication,feedback.....u can't c much....u can oni know a person deeper(and not even close to half....4 most i can say) when u step futher from the line of friendship......well...yes.....prevention from hurt is better den cure...but den again...how do we really know dat the result would be just hurt???not all relationship will end up liek dat....just becoz most do so we should think liek dat??sumtimes...i beliv it's just a guy being a guy and a gurl being a gurl is the real problems dat caused many problems in relationship....urmm....get wat i mean??just the difference between dat can already be so much of a problem....in fact....there's a 1001(times dat of a million) of factors can cause many different problems(people usually generalise them....but actually each problems are slighty-muchly different) in a relationship....sumtimes just a simple thing could even trigger an outbreak.....it really depends on both parties actually...attitudes...and many more.....there's much to be accounted for....tooooo many variables...oh gosh....i can't even start to mention....u'll hav to figure them out urself....even in attitudes alone there can be already 1001(times dat of a million) difference....dun mention character-wise...family background(history....yes they r a major factor too)....self-concious....lifestyle.....frens.....and u know wat....even the way 1 thinks of sumtin(how she/he thinks about dat particular thing) is already a variable.....so really...there's no DARN way of analysing anytin!!wat u could analyze and observe is soooo small dat it's become insignificant at times...unless....she/he has a major setback or flaws.....dat's...kinda obvious rite den??lolx....oh gosh!!

females.....a truly interesting subject....or subjects??haha....coz....each and every female is different from one another.....well at least guyz u can relate to each other wif a probability of similiarity close to 90%......therefore u can generalize men.....but 4 females!!huh!!!an evolving subject dat changes probably from the time period of 1 second to mebe....4eva??it's quite hard.....so dat's y...u can't even come close to knowing much of a gurl.....dun mention understanding....lolx...but there r ways too.....certain generalization or categorization.....it works 50% perhaps??haha....u know wat??i'm really sorry......i've gotta go sleep....i'm gonna revamp this post when i come back 2molo.....i think it's so dumb n not nice to read......forgive me.....

p/s:4 dat who knows who i speak of...pls offended do not be.....i will try to revamp into a beta-speech post.....gimme time....generally the idea is of such.....me forgive the blurness of thy words.....

frenz...??

2008-10-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

just suddenly thought bout this...so just kinda gonna write a lil on this....had really been thinking over the years....ever since i was in primary skool.....frenz was sooo....frenz??lolx...the bunch i alwayz were wif...we had much fun....much 2getherness....but den it all seems so far away n forgotten.....if i were to meet wif them now....i'm not even sure if they'd actually remember me....n when i look at their current photo....they all seem so familiar to me yet...a stranger to me as well....best frenz when we were young.....but now....just a total stranger.....

secondary school wasn't pretty much dat good either.....well...due to the fact dat my school had only 100+ students from form 1-5...lolx....my tiny class of 24 were quite close....supposedly due to the many ppl......but instead there were pretty much 3 factions....the english,the chinese and the sowish....lolx....the english were alwayz 1 group n had the brains of the class in it while the chinese were not so interested much in studying at dat time and rather much play and the sowish group were alwayz to themselves consisting both wif brains n both wif playfulness too....i find myself in each of this group mixing as situation allows it to be....i was more partly of each.....but yet at the same time not wholely.....we had fun....wif each groups having their particular good stuff.....and they too came wif their particular bad stuff...lolx...summing this all up...i guess it dosen't matter how big or small a place is.....but rather the quality of the people in it....in fact i can say....i've gained a handful of good frenz....though it could easily be counted wif my 2 hands yet....those were precious friends i made.....though i find myself mixing better wif gurls n wif guyz....coz....guyz r pretty much boring while gurls are liek an ever-changing substance everyday...pretty much of my knowledge comes from this sorta observation...lolx...to be wat i am 2day....5 good 'gurl'-frenz and 2 good guy fren....more den good enuf 4 me.....4 1 such as me....

occasionally i'd share some time n sit round wif this frenz of mine during classes....mostly wif the gurls...n den we'd chat off bout lotsa things in the class den during breaks i'd hang off wif the guyz n play basketball......it's really fun thinking back bout those dayz....just chatting n toking...lolx...i think it's 1 of my interest....n den i'd listen to the gurls toking about practically everytin...n there was this once a 'nerd' had sumliek crush on this fren of mine...so we're all liek...lolx....'operation issac sumtin'....n dat guy would alwayz stalk and wait out 4 her to finish class.....n mebe....look at her???so we're just liek alwayz gathering around n thinking liek stuff to get rid of him...lolx...it was just funny leh...looking 4 wayz to help her get our of the school 'safely' as if he was a threat or wat...haha....this fren of mine's who's in the sowish group.....lolx....i constantly tried to get hold reading of 1 of the book in which they wrote stuff in it...being the curious me.....lolx...over the years i've tried 'gaining' their trust to enter this 'organization'....lolx i think dat's how i got close to this good fren of mine....the things they wrote...lolx....unimaginable....school life rocks....

and uni came....every1 set out to their own path....me n the 2 good guy frens of mine.....we constantly went out to yum cha every possible moment we could....lolx.....toking craps n all.....mostly by me...hahaha.....n i love mcd so much dat they needn't bother askin me to where shall we go yc.....coz i'll just say mcd....lolx....or projet where the mcd is.....lolx....well it's a good time.....and we would sumtimes just go up on a hill nearby n den watch the city at nite n just chat away.....life was good.....but i guess...things change as time goes by.....the once three lonesome musketeers has now become 2.....yc time gradually gone down......since he hasn't pretty much time anymore....coz he has a gf already.....so we oni met occasionally...during special or coincidental events...lolx...well it's good 4 him...lolx....and den just mebe half a year later or mebe a lil more...lolx....it became the lonely lonesome musketeer which is me!!coz the other too had a gf already....lolx...n i knew who it was...lolx!!though i caught hold of the news late.....n therefore....i guess the yc times we had was gone....haha....yeah missed it...but well....we hav to grow up.....though the 3 of us ain't too 2gether anymore...each wif his own life.....we do still contact n all....as both are in australia....so long distance relationship mebe??lolx....
as for the 5 gurls.....1 went over to new zealand.....we do maintain close touch in the beginning but yet again it gradually drops n now...it's....down to zero...haven heard from her 4 months.....n she n i were 'heng-tai-chi-mui'.....our once close relationship and everytin shared(thoughts and opinions) were none no more....partly my fault as well.....but...i dunno y oso....i dunno when can our contact be mend-ed again.....1 went to aussy doin linguistic majoring in japanese.....lolx...she once told me dat my eccentricity influenced her to the beauty of japanese language...lolx...n i thought to myself....i was inluential at 1 point of time.....lolx....we oni kept in touch wif each other tru msn....n we shared lotsa all things too.....though nowadayz it's kinda sore...due to lots of reasons....but well at least she's got a bf now already!liek wat she's wishing for all the time...so i'm happy 4 her as well...God bless every1.....another too i still keep in touch wif in msn who currently is in canada!!n she alwayz gimme korean info!!n most of my korean songs were from her....lolx n she is one wif lots of stories to tell....haha and sum of it is so funny....especially the things regarding edward n gang......me a japanese fanatic n she a korean fanatic....haha we share "culture" differences.......blur case person liek me at times!!.......another 2 i do meet them ocassionally.....1 of them even already had a son....and i'm the godpa....lolx....though i've neva really done much...lolx....this r but the few people who 4 me means most as frenz to me.....

in the end this post is about people changing thru time.....in another sense.....do ppl grow up and think differently of the meaning of frenz??or is it dat ppl grow bored of them n do so??or perhaps becoz growing up comes wif lots more of other resposibility and problems 2gether....dat people hav less time or neva thought about the meaning of frenz??or is just frenz but a naive and silly word 4 those who cling so much on it.....true frenz......has it got to be somebody???surely it couldn't be just anybody....definitely not everybody........is it den dat is nobody???am i but dat who cling to this tiny lil hope dat mebe sumday i'll find a true fren, 1 dat i can truly share things wif without having to ever wonder.....how long will this last??i suppose i've gotta grow out of my fantasy....n punch some holey reality unto myself.....there ain't no such a thing.....none.....well......i guess den...not all frenz are really frenz.....perhaps most more an aquantiance.....as once a person had said such to me....so long as u're a fren to me.....feel free to find me if u ever hav anytin.....i'd gladly help in anyway.....in this case...listening would be my trump card...or so they say...:P

well...here's a song from younha....one of the best singer in my list...n her songs is just nice.....well...hehe sumhow this song fits into this post.....~~
do enjoy n thx 4 ur time....

Younha-My song and .....

Lyrics

I made a song for you, my friend
I made a song that I will sing for you
Filling my life with many beautiful lights
And a thousand melodies
You are my paradise

I made a song for you, my dream
I made a song that I will sing for you, my friend
Falling in love with every part of your life
Until the end of time
I love you more
than my life

I wanna know you more
When you call me an angel
When you closely look into my eyes

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna give you more than words ever say
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we're apart

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true to the end of time
Cause I believe you'll never forget
and I won't forget the song in my heart

Every time when I was down
You always came around
And you love all the lights in my life

I am gonna sing forever
I am gonna sing forever

Close your eyes
I wanna give you more than words ever said
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we're apart

Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true to the end of time
Cause I believe you'll never forget
And I won't forget this song in my heart

I wanna sing for you my friend
I wanna sing for you with all my heart
I wanna sing for you my dream
I wanna sing for you my...

hmm....

2008-10-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

raya holz is comin to an end...all dat's left is but a few remaining dayz of pleasure....or so it seems....since there'd be test and assignments wif projects to hand in....

yesterday nite we're suppose to meet timmie and swee siang n lil dalwyn....so i met up wif rebecca over oug and den we're headed over to bangsar....a place i'm familiar wif yet unfamiliar to drive thru in...timmie said she was on her way back from bentong so we're supposed to drive slowly to reach there....we departed around 820pm....and reached around kinda 9pm i think....they weren't back yet so rebecca gav a call over to timmie and it was so funny...lolx...rebecca casually said 'hey babe' over at the phone thinking it was timmie but rather it was swee siang who answered...lolx...she was liek 'i'm so sorry' wif her ever seriousness tone...lolx....it was raining so i told her we should park inside....alright finally she decided sure let's park inside and as she was about to go in the gates closed...lolx....i'm sure she was pi**ed!!lolx...
well it's been a while since i hav last chatted wif her....so it was a good opportunity to catch up.....while waiting 4 timmie to come back we toked bout quite a lot of things......which really....yeah....kept me thinking dat....she's really much different from the general people i meet....toked bout goals n stuff....makes me wonder.....my life seem kinda empty from start.....when i think back...there's not much i've done dat could possibly of use.....goals....wat's mine??had i one b4 or had i not??was it forgotten or neva existed??i hav dreams....i really do....den this quote came across my mind.....are dreams only dreams because they cannot be fulfilled???

well anyway!timmie came back already along wif lil dalwyn....it's been....half a year i think???since i last saw him....wat godpa i am eh....lolx....he's all grown up n speaks and screams!!oh gosh....he's kinda spoiled by timmie....and he pretty much learned sum bad stuff as well...lolx....well he's still young i guess....lol and rebecca who's supposedly his godma and seen him more often den i did.....lolx...dalwyn was kinda afraid of her!!lolx...was liek when she popped her head out over and looka dalwyn and he was liek running head n toes backwards!!as if sum scary stuff was chasing him!!lolx if oni u could look at his face...hahaha!!liek c ghost...lolx....sorry rebec....:P
lil dalwyn was screaming 'i wan go ouuuuutttt' and manja-ing wif the mom...i tell u he's really spoiled!!lolx.......so afta dat screaming and 'de de' we yielded and we went over to BSC's WIP(Work In Progress).......it's a cafe....real good enviroment though my 1st time here...since it was already around 11 sumtin we had snacks only such as the fried calamari rings which is good...:P i had hot choc coz it's late....n rebec's all liek nite d hav to keep health in check...lolx...swee siang had vodka and bitterlemon....it's a good place to hang out...dalwyn slept as soon as we got to this place...lolx....he only came out wanting to sleep on outside grounds...lolx...well at least we can finally chat in peace wif him sleeping...hehe....so we toked bout a lot....and stuff.....was almost 12 sumtin when we decided to leave...since rebec's tired already.....well i guess dat's all....

u can check out this site.....4 WIP....:P
http://food.malaysiamostwanted.com/venues/cafe-wip-bangsar-shopping
-centre-jalan-maarof

well....2day i managed to finish up the last episode of forensic heroes part 2....lolx...yeah kinda late....but i really loved it...lolx especially the last part....ivan and madam ma is 2gether 4eva!!i was really touched and perhaps a lil sumtin extra comin out from the window of my soul....
den the last episode of code geass was out too n i watched it....oh gosh....another dripsy moment 4 me....it was kinda sad....as he mentioned 'den let all the hatred of the world gather unto me and as i die....dat hatred will die wif me....n den....the world can finally....embrace a new future.....'welll there's lots more of plotting b4 it all sums up to this....but wat both of the shows i mentioned is all but oni dramas.....however they depict worldly daily individual or....perhaps humanly issues....plotted in different way n style of storytelling....issues they maybe....but good endings can be made happen in these shows...while reality states otherwise.....reality, truly a cruel brutal world.....sumtimes perhaps we may try n try to alter wat is needed to change and many a time, many hav failed....and in movies and all they say "NEVA GIVE UP!!"but words can be said easily while actions itself proved otherwise....as usual i think to myself....y is the world so full of problems....where lies the true problem.....n i concluded dat.....the answer was humanity itself....yes i mean all of us....every1 has a part in it.....dun really know how to explain it but simplified it'd be liek a chain reaction dat continues on and on and on from one another to another dat gradually sums up....well sumtin liek dat....just my little tee-thought all the time...:P

closing this post adding a not quite new song but alwayz....a relaxing soothing entertaining meaningful song....wif this a closure of this post......

Nino-Niji(Solo)

1st n foremost!!

2008-09-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

1st blog~~!!The opening of a music blog~~!!spent quite a number of hours trying to understand blogspot and to rekindle the knowledge lost in managing a blog since i hav long stopped mingling wif my de other blog~~!!

Well for a lil intro,from now on i'd be posting music from japan & korea...coz....dat's my field of interest~~!!i hope every1 can try listening coz it's really nice~~!!i'd be posting(hopefully) my taste of music and current favourite which i occasionally share amongst my frens who has the same interest~~!!but if it happens dat there r good chinese & english songs i'd be posting as well~~!!leo hint hint gimme 1 song jor...the song he put on his blog...tee-hee!!soon la..:P

for a start below is a video from Shin Hye Sung-Because of You.it has quite a touching n soothing yet sad rhythm to it....plus the mv's quite sad as well~~...sobz sobz!!well enjoy 4 now as i go back to understanding the basics.....thx 4 visiting!!39!!

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