Life's liek rowing a boat of fate and the waves keeps comin one after another....as i wonder where my boat will lead me to,i make a lil prayer....as i wait 4 another new day.....my destiny awaits....
Can u hear the melody playin??this melody dat soothes the soul and takes away pain....the melody of life....mmmm.....
Akai Ito~Red Thread is a great dorama!!it's a very compelling movie...the story is base on a best-selling novel revolving around the 'red thread of fate' connecting Mei and Atsushi...It came about when i 1st saw it on Astro...it's being shown 1 of those trailers but i din noe wat title was it till last week when my neighbor Jeff came back from singapore...there i took many j-dorama which can be downloaded at incredible speed over there....it's a darn good drama since 1 liter of tears but this's got more love-romance in it(sweet!^^)....
Lolx..believe it or not...the moment i started watching the 1st episode i've already started crying....haha....i was shockingly touched by the 'first' paragraph shown....there was just so much meaning n feeling when i read dat....watching this drama has left many feelings inside of me dat kept me thinking a lot....it lets u noe dat this world is actually so beautiful...dat there's so many meaningful things in it....just because there's one thing in it....there's this 1 thing called love in this world.....dat when u c everytin around u....there r many dat are decorated with love....u can find many 'moral behind the story' as well in this drama....u get to learn many(out of many many many things) stuff dat happens ocassionally in our lives....but the most important part is the touching story of 2 people!!where they went thru trials and finally ending up 2gether!!i'm sure dat this kind of relationships are everlasting and true to it themselves!!
words can't express how i feel.....actions can't depict how i feel......there's this part in the show where they portray the importance of memories....i believe it's important too...because this memories becomes a part of who we r.....and nice memories have their own scent and whenever u're veiled in its scent your heart can alwayz return to the unforgettable past....none can stop the flow of time but a moment captured in the frame of the heart will never disappear....and it will alwayz giv off a great feeling,both sweet and bitter....and those feelings...2gether wif the memories we made in our heart.....will never fade away....
though dat this story is just base off a book....and there may be many other books around the world,each wif it's own wonderful story....dat which will never happen reality.....but i believe dat as u fall in love,reality....becomes a wonderful story,better den any novel.....or so i learned thru my years....hahaha....love is such a great things.....it's wat keeps the world sane....peaceful and every other good things.....just hearing the song itself makes me shed tears recalling the scenes in the drama.....makes me wonder....when will my wonderful story begin??hahahaha.....till den i can oni keep all my affections 4 later.....well to the future me....appreciate everytin....as per wat u hav decided within urself.....when u read this back in the future....perhaps this will be no more den just a memory.....perhaps u'd be laughing at how silly i was now.....i'll be waiting 4 my destined 1....hehe....
moshimo kimi ga mitsuketa sa....boku wa...zettai hanasanai!!!kakugo shimashou!!!boku no zenbu kimochi de uketomemasu!!!watashi no ume hito wa.....ima mate ta!!
God tied you and i together by our little fingers with a long red string. This bond of destiny cannot be seen, and there is no map to you. So I will fall in love with you when i meet you.
What is the boundary between being friends and being lovers? Perhaps you only find out once you've crossed it. My love,it may have started that day.
Our first meeting was by chance. Our second meeting was by destiny. If this is true, is it also our destiny to pass each other by?
Why is it?Why is it? That we think it's so important that we live without hurting anyone,i wonder?
You can't put your true feelings into words. I can't express my important feelings. If the two of us could exchange the feelings in our hearts would we see..... Would we see that destiny was on our side...
There's so much I want to tell you. There's so much I want to hear. But,if after learning everything,our love breaks... Then I'd rather be as i am now.
When I think about my friends.... When I think about the one I like.... There's something important that's always just out of sight... Is there really anything out there i can count on?
I never even realized so many people were there protecting me. The important thing was that I have to lose them to realize it.
When memories are made it'll never be lost. Only kept within out hearts,giving strength with each passing moment.
Though I am unable to see the red strings attached to our fingers, there's one thing i am ascertain of.... The feeling between our hearts,somehow connected... This feeling....yes....it's a mutual love.....
soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi datta modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute hajimete konna kimochi ni natta tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae soredemo ii kara
kanai mo shinai kono negai anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru sonna hakanai watashi no negai kyou mo anata ni aitai
soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi datta itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite
hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no? demo kono namida ga kotae deshou? kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai
kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta
kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito mou nido to modore nakute mo ima wa tada anata anata no koto dake de anata no koto bakari
HY ~ 366 days
i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this even though i knew you couldn't return, i want to be connected to you it was the first time I felt this way as time goes by we can still meet occasionally because verbal promises were natural i'm fine with it as well
this wish of mine which won't come true anyway that you would fall in love with me again such a transient wish of mine today i want to meet you again
i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this before I knew, you even refused to meet me
when i'm alone i start thinking at that time, should i had rather forgotten(about you)? but these tears are the answer, aren`t they? i can't lie to my heart
it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything “Weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you
i never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad i realized that i was serious about you
it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything “weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you
you are someone inside me that i can't forget about, someone who offered me everything even if you can never return anymore right now it's only you, just you nothing but you
n here comes april....!!it's already into the mid of april....so fast already.....well here comes 1 half of 3 months holz 4 me.....hehe started out this month wif a change of wallpaper on my desktop!!loving it every second since.... cool ambiance of colours...*heart*~my angelic afterlow...^^
well...holz started out quite boring at 1st...notin much to do....almost as if intention-less all of a sudden....haha quite lazy to start finding 4 a job as well....but i've got a job!!just finish 3 dayz work at low yat selling camera....my 1st time!!so noob at 1st...lolx...i dunno much about camera....but i learn pretty much a lot from there....so much thx to u all 4 teaching me!!though i felt liek i am much more an obstruction there....haha...a blank piece of paper i am or so they said....well seeing u guyz again this weekend!!cham....previous sales oni 1 camera....this week how....how jek....no more 'all stocks at klcc' excuse anymore...T.T...must jia you achieve sales....come buy camera from me ppl??mari??
oh yeah....i heard from radio while drivin 1 day....it's about punctuality in japan.....punctuality....sumtin dat u can really laugh at at malaysia.....it's so serious....every1's late no matter wat....well...i sumtimes am such as well!paiseh....but den when i heard dat punctuality in japan is so 'efficient' dat even the trains arrive on time and it cannot be used as an excuse for being late(train is a major transportation for work or anytin else)...if at anytime given the train was late,there'll be a card stating the train was late....so cool!!it's sumtin i'll put in heart to learn!!punctuality....to the fullest...well so far.....hehe still okla....i hav not arrive late 4 work or anytin else.....hope i can keep it up~!!!learn to be punctual!!
2day is so pek chek!!! >.< !! went bowling wif my cousin,her fren and juicytinsy.....not only i lost 2 round!!!T.T but sumore the lane we playin is faulty...lolx....imagine my ball masuk longkang can get spare.....u say skill boh??lolx...but okla..lost nvm...just game ma....but most pek chek is afta play finish jor wan go back....but i cannot unlock my car!!!jipet remote!!twice already happen!!T.T.....press til 40 mins oni can finally *dit dit*......wat the....!!!pek chek!!! >.< !!paiseh make every1 wait..sien sien......den go back d......meet wif rubbish lorry....lolx....things go so ngam???lorry block the road sumore....aizz.....so many things so coincidental??sumore this sort of things..!!
oh here's the sad things.....last sunday my father just complained of a pain in the lower right abdomen.....went hospital in the midnight check but they dunno wat is it(plus pay so exp!)...suspected kidney stones coz the kidney is swollen afta ultrasound taken....but i just feel the doctor liek so cincai....i mean....r u actually checking them properly??so slousy i feel sumtimes doctors...they're not doing it whole heartedly enuf.....den ask my father go c a urologist....and hav to pay everytin over again....so noob...aizz....sumore my father now dun feel so pain d....so he say no need waste money go c...i said dun be STUPID...u dun feel dun mean dun hav....soooo stuborn headed....later wan things be serious den oni go c??pek chek oni!!money oni....keep got use??no more find again na!!plus i'm not ur expenses anymore oso.....ZzZzZz....
oh huhu....i getting my lenses soon.....a courtesy from my sis.....check out her website at -.- www.i-geo.blogspot.com it's quite affordable la i think.....so if ever u wanna change a newer look/type of lenses u can try them!!well i can't wait to try mine....:P OH!!special sem starting soon....!!T.T studying again........just hope i can add POM......eagerly waiting my results for last sem....hehe....anticipating my 'hardwork' results....huhu...well good luck to u all oso leh!!i'm sure mine not half as good as those jipet dean list students....but at least i wun fare too badly!!
~~LisT To WanNa Do~~ 1)Fix the piano so i can learn my -to learn how to play- list of songs!! 2)Work work work~~money money money 3)Play play play~~fun fun fun 4)LEARN punctuality!! 5)Bowling!!Basketball!!Keep FIT!! ^^ 6)FinD LoVe~~!!lolx....
pray Lord dat u'll bless us all wif good things.....good health.....pray dat everytin shall fall as You plan....dat my father may be cured of wateva sickness he has gained....dat we may all be bless wif journey mercy.....pray dat i'll be forgiven 4 all my wrong doings and my sins......dat i may repent over them....and hopefully be able not to repeat them....pray dat the 'temper' attitude may corrected in all of us.....dat way peaceful times shall be ahead......pray dat You'll help me and my family pass thru the obstacles we face and dat we may not lose heart on anytin....pray dat everytin will be fine....guide me and lead me to the path set right in Your eyes....i thank you for everytin!~~!and pray once more for forgiveness and dat i may learn in all things to come.....and dat i am able to play the piano like half a pro and find love too(just jokin...lolx)~!! In Jesus name,i pray...AMEN~!!
SoNgZ~~ try Olivia's A little of pain from NANA!! try Toploader-Dancing in the Moonlight!!
Akai Ito~Red Thread is a great dorama!!it's a very compelling movie...the story is base on a best-selling novel revolving around the 'red thread of fate' connecting Mei and Atsushi...It came about when i 1st saw it on Astro...it's being shown 1 of those trailers but i din noe wat title was it till last week when my neighbor Jeff came back from singapore...there i took many j-dorama which can be downloaded at incredible speed over there....it's a darn good drama since 1 liter of tears but this's got more love-romance in it(sweet!^^).... 
